nadiahlah

ten seconds

2008-04-15T17:43:00.000-07:00

I AM VERY ANNOYED.

happy birthday, Endang kartini. miss the old times. meet up soon :D

i swear i won't cry

2008-04-09T20:31:00.000-07:00

ain't this ugly duckling here adorable?

*phone rings*
Me: Hello.
Caller: Hi are you Nadhirah's mother?
Me: Nope, my mum is asleep.
Caller: Kak! Adik nak balik. *cries*
Me: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA don't cry la Adik.. You haven't slept for one night nak balik?
Caller: Adik nak mak.
Me: Kay friday adik boleh jumpa mak. Bye!
*hungs up the phone.

i'm not mean, i just want her to enjoy her camp. Hehe. 3 days without her. Heaven!

my weekend was a blast. i want more of those. but not when school starts.. bad news ): okay i don't wanna talk about it.

down with fever. Infact, the mum and both my brothers are infected too. how uncool. the house looks like a hospital now.

i love the class spirit nowadays. zee was up for the championships of the spelling bee yesterday and the class came up with a poster that says "GO SPELLING ZEE"
so cute. congrats bbygirl!

i missed school today. woke up like a drunked lady. im very hungry ): all i need is a dosage of afiq?

i had the photos from Kak Aishah's bday dinner up on flickr . do check it out. but then again i feel like a post is too boring without some pictures.

"ey macam gambar kahwin?"

our favourite place during the midnight, airport.Happy 22nd Birthday, beautiful, xoxo baby.

lolololove.

Wheels go round and round when you're on my mind.

tag replies.

2008-03-30T21:26:00.000-07:00

shafiqah: alright babe :D
aiisyah: change again? heeh will re-link..
afiq: cheh, chill.
fadhli: haha ppl nothing better to do, biar la..
Zee: chill, gf..
jannah: uh oh, sweet, it's jannah! haahs see you soon.

head in a cloud

2008-03-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

There's fadyle, fadhli, hilmi, mus & yus at the back. I can see Natt, zee, me and zeid sitting. so, to start this post off, let's play a game of 'where's Izat?'

*sneezes* my blog is dusty uhh. lol

happy 18th birthday, Badot! happy 5th, Syura, and to Syaza, happy 2nd birthday! i can't wait to get 17. i don't think i'll get the best party ever like i did when i turned 16.

anyway i've to share about syura&syaza's pirate party that was held last saturday at some resort at tanah merah. it was so fun. with the noisy and large crowd. guests in pirate outfit. food snatchers. chocolate fountain lovers. hyper cousins. haunted house. photo taking sessions. birthday sing along. funny act outs. mas selamat wannabe. shufflers. loads of fun. then the next day, more relaxed and chill. streamboat at the chalet. swimming at the ever so cool pool with jacuzzi. sounds fun? playground with nieces and nephews. snooker at the nearby arcade. bowling with my fav uncles. oh and i've to mention, i scored 2nd best overall. i can't believe it. hahaha. and then i got to know they just renovated the bowling place no wonder it brings victory to me hehehe. at night we had story telling sessions. the guys went to old changi hospital to explore but not me you know why. haha. the stories they brought back dont make me regret not tagging along. syura and syaza is lucky cos they received more than a year supplies of gifts consisting of toys and much more toys and even clothes. my family got syaza a cute winnie the pooh drum set considering the fact that she likes to lay her hands on izzul's drumset at home and syura got a guitar from my family as she aspires to be a guitarist just like her uncle. LOL
(i will upload the pirate pictures on the next post cos somehow the pictures went missing wheni uploaded the whole lot of them and now im lazy to do it cos im sleepy and hungry = angry)

i caught shutter with afiq on friday afternoon. it was scary. definitely a no no for a second round. haha.

i've been yawning while typing this post. im so shagged. with school. with satuday outings. yesterday i tagged along my cousin to bring syura and syaza to wild wild wet. hell lot of fun. we had rounds of ular-lar and to me it's the best ride that is there. wild wild wet has only a few rides and most of them are boring ones -.- my feets are tanned, again. my cheeks are applered and i have cyclope eyes. met zee, natt and the dob ppl at town after that. chit chat a little, shop for smthng and then headed home.

i am home alone today and will be till night i guess. im to lazy to buy lunch. and im sick of calling macs. im hungry and yet lazy. it's 3pm and im watching a horror movie on the new huge hd tv my dad bought last week. the colour is scary and the home theatre set is excellent. i can hear the tv from inside my room and it's quite distracting. oh no there's chem and history test next week and i haven't start revising for it. lol im dead.

ho ho ho ho i like my days with you :) qifa,uoyevoli

i had a fugly haircut,

the eye pain

2008-03-12T19:30:00.000-07:00

was browsing the folders in dad's lappy and guess what i found. a pic of him edited. it may and may not be painted by him. Haha oh well. he's a clown. i still remember this pic taken months ago at some eating place. he said "kay faster snap" and i didn't realise with his face like that?

LOL

okay im late for tuition. boringgggggggggg holiday still tuition -.-/

tuition at macs = gain weighttttttt argh mati

i feel like sleeping now. the weather is sooo nice to sleep omggg i can have many many pleasant dreams if i sleep now.

anywayyyyyy afiq's picture of his toe made me scream Hahahahaha kental nye aku. it's scaryyyy yo.

I hope you think my favorite song

The one we danced to all night long

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness,I hope you think: "That little black dress"

Think of my head on your chest

tell me you're my best

2008-03-10T11:35:00.000-07:00

i would dig a thousand holes to lie close to you. i would dig a thousand more if i needed too

it's 11am and im feeling bored. was awaken by the massive sound of bangings, drills and noisy noises. unpleasant noises. there're at least four design students from different polytechnics who're on attachment attending to the renovation of my house. my family will have to move to uncle's place meanwhile. luckily linksys is superb i can still access to internet from uncle's place which is two houses away from mine.

holidays are here and i've listed things to be done and not procastinate. by friday.

plans for today: out with izzul to hunt for pirate costume. don't ask why but you'll know why very soon. nyahahaha!
but then a gain i feel very lazyyyy. i'd rather be out alone and give my mind a break from many many thoughts. but aiyayaya will just go ahead with the plans laa.

dinner at penyet house last night was awesomeeee. that place is my current favourite for chicken penyet now but it's at bugis. the super crispy chicken. the happy soda really makes me happy.

was wandering around alone before meeting mum for dinner when i saw this couple arguing. argued cos that boyfriend didn't wait for his girlfriend when she was in the toilet -.- how lame can they get. and it was outside national library. come'on! they look like at least 20 years of age.

to my girls, i haven't bowl for quite sometime. let's bowl!! my girls- referring to daughters of rahman, qim and ever sweet gf zee :D

I don't care what they say, im in love with you. They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth. My heart's crippled by the vein that i keep on closing.

go round.

2008-03-08T09:48:00.000-08:00

i wonder. wonder how you felt letting out those words.

okay so anyway cross country at sentosa was awesome! congratulations 5/2 for winning two games! Tug of war and Beach soccer yeah well done :D class spirit yo! my voice is low now after all those screamings and cheerings. but, we had fun :D they surely did pray hard to not let the rain pour. im sure everyone is burning now with aches and muscle pains.
holidays are next week. i thought i'll be occupied with preparations for a certain celebration this week till the weekends but no. (tak jadi) (can't make it happen) wth me? my house is undergoing a renovation next week hello dusts hello bangla contractors hello new house look. gahh.

I'm a flower, soaking in the rain. If i could wish one thing, i'd hear you call my name.

solitary moments

2008-03-05T17:38:00.000-08:00

yes this girl sure has more than one cake on her 11th birthday.
and then, it was my sister's 11th party! birthday chalet, purple party! on whole, it was so fun. 5 rooms sia! gila. and the games was so fun =) i want more!! we went visiting to changi airport late at night to loiter around and have swensens. for now, i haven't collected the pics from other cameras too so pics will be uploaded on the next post or my friendster album. okay it has been uploaded on friendster album

to Nadhirah, hope you'll be less busybody as you grow older. myob. study hard, get good grades do our parents prouod for your PSLE next year. live healthy and argue less pls thank you. hugs.

do you remember the butterflies?

2008-03-05T17:12:00.000-08:00

so, now the posts are coming in! my mum turned fortyyyyyyy!
it was a surprise birthday party. best wishes for you mum. hope you enjoyed the birthday party as much as i did. and thank you for supporting me till now. many many many love!

photos have been uploaded to my album. do check it out :D

"cos i love you so much"

2008-03-05T16:07:00.000-08:00

if our love was a fairytale, i would charge in and rescue you. on a yacht baby we would sail to an island where we'd say i do. it'd be so beautiful if that came true. you just walked out of my dreams, so beautiful you're leaving me. if our love was a storybook we would meet on the very first page. the last chapter would be how i'm thankful for the life we've made.

i have to credit ppl around me.
first, thank you girlfriend zee for the comforts everyday i definitely feel better. loveyou.
qim, for the 'i hope you're okay' text. love you.
aisyah, for the words of comfort during assembly. <3
kak fizah, for everything. for the concerns for the texts and etc.
kak aishah, for the very very very long motivating text. love you girl.
abg jali for the calls, texts and everything. you rock.
abg izzul for the 'motivational' text.
geraldine for the ever so useful nags.
irah for the advices.

oh no, i hope i don't miss out anyone else. if i do, big thankyou to you ppl.
:D

"you were so pretty, pretty that only in my dreams i could find a girl like you"

betapa aku mencintaimu

2008-02-23T18:24:00.000-08:00

"grow old with me and we'll share the slightest view together. "

the moment i became half, i think everything falls apart. i think i'm emotionally distracted right now. my exams are over for good. my family.. pretty on the outside. last night i was accompanied by cousins who slept over after my noon/evening with baby. mum and dad went shopping at JB and was caught in a traffic jam till late. luckily the cousins decided to sleepover my place. had prata for supper. i woke up at 10 this morning which is unusual for a saturday morning. suddenly felt lost. emotionally distracted, again. stop it. i think too much.

for now, im just so excited for next weekend's chalet. hopefully i get to see everyone who is invited. do come in your purple outfit. don't miss out the fun! nyahahaha.
i wanna shop!! shop for my purple outfit. probably a dress. Nyahaha. when i say i want a dress my mum replied this, "why do you wanna look better than the birthday girl" cannot meh -.- im like the 'orang kuat' there. i helped alot for the preparations. the game organizer. the decorations planner. my sister owe me!!

okay it's weekend and why the hell am i feeling so bored.
whatvr it is i've to get smthng today. heading to town/novena/cwp hahaha i can't decide.

till then ppl :D

Here i stand alone with this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away cos in my head i keep on looking back
Right back to the start where the race of happiness begins.

PS I NEED YOU

2008-02-22T23:24:00.000-08:00

A must watch show for you lovers out there. I weeped during the movie. Awww

Today's school is a slack. What could be better right.
It's 11pm and im home alone now which is so err scary.
Singapore won the hosting of YOG 2010.
Oh! i think facebook is really ridiculous. I received farts omg gross.
I can't wait for my sister's party next weeeeek! Im so excited for it. Who knows i can 'tumpang' celebrate cos my birthday falls on an Olevel exam day. Booo ):

My internet connection is so slow today. I bet there are a few of them upstairs using my house Internet connection. Damn them. I hope their lappy hangs in the middle of whatever they are doing.

As the saying goes, cherish and enjoy it while it lasts. ily baby.

wake me up when the sun goes down

2008-02-21T17:08:00.000-08:00

Irsyad and Nadhirah hasn't recovered from chickeeeen pox yet.. It's scary to see their red dots laaa. It itches my whole body by just looking at the red dots. Scary. I know it's painful so i've stopped being a mean sister who used to poke poke the dots LOL to think that they're MC is like 2 weeks plus plus i feel like poking it laaaa.

Anywaaaaay tests are all done. nyahahaha. The dateline for D&T folio been extended to tomorrow. So fun! During physics lesson just now Mr Yu showed us a video on youtube which was so funny i managed to catch the joke only after the others finish their laugh. slow.

My mum took a week leave from work to be home with the chickens and all she does at home is download movies. LOL she downloaded a couple of series of CSI. And worse, she's very active in friendster, multiply and even Facebook(?????) I created facebook during malay lesson in the lab yesterday as ppl beside me were all busy facebook-ing so i joined in the club. I was adding ppl from my hotmail contacts when i tumbled upon my mum's account. gosh. and she has more than 20 friends to my surprise! Hahahahahaha.

I've been having nightmares but but but i had sweet dream last night omg im so happy :]

Okaaaaaaaaaay i've got a joke!
Question: Why is IMM big?
Answer: Cos there's a 'giant' in IMM

"I got a shoulder built for you
Just in case you need it to lean on
These hands I have are for you
Just in case you need help to hold on
The world is just a super sized merry go around
Sometimes your finger loose their grip, we all fall down"

something special

2008-02-17T20:00:00.000-08:00

i haven't done anything apart from sleeping half the day through. i have to write myself a note mentally that reads,

"chem test's tmrw. D&T folio dues tmrw. "

im lazing around listening to oasis and notwist. horoscopes says i've been a trouble to ppl around me. have i? to boyf, cheers to our 11 monthsary. you've been wonderful. you make me excited all the time i love you baby. we've moved alot from glances to admires, chats to late night talks. you give me rainbows. you give me feelings that i adore. comforts from the sun, umbrella from the rain. i love you. every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love. you give me feelings that i adore.

im waiting for, what's next.

stop crying your heart out

2008-02-17T19:25:00.000-08:00

V day was last week. Thanks for the little treats you ppl. From brownies to short notes to sweets and etc. You guys really make me lose my voice with those sweet stuffs. Now im sick. I've had fever since Friday.. Im at home with two chickens. Why i call them chicken? Cos they're having chicken pox! Nyahahahaha get well soon Irsyad & Dhirah i love you secretly annoying ppl. I love to poke poke your red dots and make you go "AHHHH PAIN! "

Jumper is a nice movie. Not highly recommended but recommended. I watched Jumper on Friday with lovely boyf. And i still have every move the Jumper made in the movie in my mind. It stays (exaggerating) The hero wasn't hot though. On Friday night my family plus extended ones had supper exactly at 11 at Bukit Merah. So much fun cos i had Milo dinosaur. And rushed home just to clear my bowels nyahahaha.

Saturday i slept from morning till 4 plus in the noon. I was sick damn it. In the evening, i had study sessions with Qim and Jali which turned out to be lepak sessions. Followed Jali home to get smthng and then off for dinner at Amk central when Qim left for a movie. At 930 made my way home by walking with Jali. And i mean walk! From central to my home. Which is quite far. All thanks to the soto we had earlier that made me think i gained nyahahaha. Sat night i had nightmare during my sleep all cos i didn't bathe before sleeping. Hahaha i ran to my dad who was in the living room watching a soccer match. HAHAHHAA OMG IM TURNING 17 COME ON. And then i slept back, i remembered; it's not safe to sleep before washing my legs moreover i was at the park earlier that night. Thanks eh Jali you made me walk through the park and have nightmares. AND SOME ADD ONS. PPL! JALI IS AFRAID OF DOGS. there was an unleashed dog at his void deck. he merely hid behind me when i was trying to hide behind him omg so kental for a guy nyahahaha i feel like tearing your top at that point of time cos it reads "MR COOL" . LOL anw cousin, you gotta cheer yourself up and not be too tensed cos you still have got many more fun things waiting. :D

Sunday morning i was enjoying my beautiful sleep when i heard my parents talking..

Mum: Abah cepat wake Adah and Irfan up for madr.
Abah: Nevermind they're tired and Adah's having flu
Mum: It's 8 alrdy! (madr starts at 830)
Abah: They can always go next week.
Mum: whatvr suits you (bingit alrdy)

and then what? i pulled my blanket and continue sleeping and woke up at 11.

Me: WHY DIDN'T WAKE ME UP FOR MADR?
Abah: I forgot.
Mum: Don't fake
Me: *laughs*

i've got the best dad :D

"come on baby blue, shake up your tired eyes, the world is waiting for you"

cross the mountains

2008-02-11T17:12:00.000-08:00

yes i enjoyed my Malacca trip. movies. ice creams. fly kites. horse rides. and never ending shopping. visiting places.. bla bla bla. i ate alot. im boncet alrdy.. so stop the teasing :(

okay classmates, pics for the chinese new year celebration in school is up on my album.

JALI says:
adah makan ape seh

Nadiah says:
call macs.. irsyad blanje

JALI says:
irsyad belanje sehhh

JALI says:
adah nak abg belanje adah ape?

Nadiah says:
blanje adah starbucks

Nadiah says:
^^

JALI says:
dah tu jeeeeeeee?

Nadiah says:
wait i think first eh

Nadiah says:
swensens keeee

JALI says:
alamak tau tak tanye

JALI says:
bile adah nak?

JALI says:
adah asyik nak makan je

JALI says:
fish and co. lah.. swensens lah

JALI says:
takde lain ke?

Nadiah says:
stress = eat = eat alot = eat alot more = fat = happy

JALI says:
hahaha

JALI says:
fat=mampat

like wtf you're so cikopek im gonna smack you when i see you!

"someday we'll know why the sky is blue"
love, i miss you no one but only you.

i call out to you.

2008-02-05T17:42:00.000-08:00

oh no! i gotta call boyfriend's performance tonight a miss cos of my goddamn tuition! how sucky does it sound? )=

after school, we three had lunch at swensens so as to call it a birthday treat for Aisyah who's turning 16 very soooon. Super sweet sixteen! :D

Aisyah: "EH I LIKE AH I LOOK SO FAIR IN HERE HEHEHEHE"

Gosh we girls messed up the earthquake.. Now it looks more like yoghurt.
Zee very very full alrdy.

yessssa chinese new year celebration's tmrw. i hope my class will win smthng. like probably 'the most no. of ppl wearing ethnic costume' nyahahah how fun!

oh gosh i haven't done my tuition homework and it's close to 6 alrdy. i have to get going!

Happy chinese new year ppl (to whoever it may concern)

"I need you boo

I gotta see you boo

And there's hearts all over the world tonight

Cause if I got you

I don't need money

I don't need cars

Boy you're my heart

I don't want nobody else

I gotta have you and I cannot wait now

With every kiss and every hug

You make me fall in love"

donald duck

2008-02-04T21:15:00.000-08:00

was going through the whole lot of pictures downloaded last night. and i found this picture baik uhhh. so unglam. so cartoon. so un-hot.

Mamat -.-

sweeter than cuddles

2008-02-04T18:20:00.000-08:00

He has got to be the loveliest person i've met :D

So much has been going on and I can procrastinate better than anyone in the world. Weekends was wonderful. And i thought i'll be rotting at home bury myself with homeworks and more homeworks. I can't seem to focus doing hw at home. I sat for a Maths test which i didn't even revise at all today. I didn't even inform my tutor of my Common Test today. If not he will surely had tekan me last week. LOL on saturday we hang around at cous's place. had a few drinks, brownies and then to Arab st for dinner. The whole bunch. Including atok. I made plans to revise on Sat midnight but was too tired that i kept snoozing my "wake up and study!!" alarm. On sunday morning attended religious class. Was an hour plus late. I made improvement on the punctuality though. Came back, wanted to do homework but slept on it instead. And no one woke me up!!! sigh. again, homework not done. Mum woke me up at around 4 to go to Turf city. Shopped at Giant with the other relatives. Choose a car for dad who's sick of the old one. Made decision and then off we go for dinner at Mr Prata. Don't ask me where is it cos i don't even know. Im a follower :D reached home close to 12. wash up and then off to bed. At 1 plus my brother rushed into my room. I was quite shocked. He wanted to have a clearer view of the fight that's happening under my void deck. HAHAHAH so i joined.. There were a group of drunk indian man fighting. Aiyo.. I was in the middle of a wonderful sleep and was disturbed. Couldn't sleep after that. Continued my series of Heroes. Doze off.

Im leaving for KL on Chinese New Year's Eve with the family. And im half excited.
Im tired. I need to get some sleep.

So worn out, still missing you.

nightcrawler

2008-01-30T18:38:00.000-08:00

Abah is still the best when it comes to taking care of me when im sick. he runs here and there, up and down getting me the healthiest food he could get, bringing us to the clinic thrice as one after another gets sick. it spreads, yes. and he don't mind taking day off if it means switching off his handphone to avoid calls from his colleagues one whole day awwh hugs abah!

it's wednesdaaaaay today and im back in school hahaha im supposed to be home today cos of the 2 days Mc but i prefer to go back to school as i don't wanna miss more lessons. awwh dramatic kan. lessons are boring today it made me somehow regret coming to school. PE was whatever it's the same thing over and over again, every week same, right sec 4/5 classes.

i have tuition at 8 later!!!! the time i usually sit infront of the television rushing through my homework. yea yea multi task.. :D only Fuzz knows who my tutor is nyahahaha.

i have a confession!! i miss my grandmother :( i haven't met her since i've been busy with school. boo. she never call me today and it's 630 alrdy ):

i have to get going. fight with brother for the toilet to bathe and then short nap and then wake up for tuition hehe.

babyyyyyyimissyou!

shine my way

2008-01-29T21:52:00.000-08:00

i missed out Zee's brownies today as i weren't in school today. Fever. Booo ):

ahaw super sweet or what! :D love you sweetheart :)

I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holding hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's youu, your smile ♥

learn your lesson

2008-01-28T16:26:00.000-08:00

school is tiring today. i slept halfway through physics lesson when Mr Yu told us some ghost stories during his Ns time. Damn scary.. I dared not listen so i slept. Maths remedial was cancelled i don't know why. Good la. I can go home and complete my DNT mind map which was supposed to be handed up last friday :/
i kept delaying my work. Gosh! I can't help it la. Im always tired when i come back from school.

Oh yeah, i was browsing through youtube when i searched the video on the ghost car accident. i thought it's a fake video but Mr Yu said it's real cos it came out in the papers days after that incident. Two people died in the accident so how can it be fake? But the effects when the ghost speaks looks edited. Oh wells. Play it if you dare :P
HA HA HA

uh huhhh! scared? LOL

Now that I've tried to
Talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is
Close your eyes and just reach out your hand
And touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go..

snap like that

2008-01-28T15:49:00.000-08:00

the recent family gathering dinner at CCK on Abang Irwan's birthday.
this post is late. stop grumbling for the pictures you guys i've been busy. now you can claim it :D

aww she's adorable.

amused by whatever's in the cell

look at the camera pls syaza!

food, glorious food!
awwh yummy!
want some?
mummy pun nak masuk frame!!

and there you go.. mummy smile :D

her favourite dish.
Kak Adah!
two nieces..
where're you smiling at syaza!

CRAB!!

FISH!!
I forgot the name of this dish.. but it's nice!!

I forgot the name for this also :S

Men's table!

Whateverrrrrrr.
Women's table :D
Mata maintain la Mamat.

Ermm cold drinks for that night only.

Cheers to our happy tummies.

Crab walk. Haha.
Tom Yum soup.
Hahahahahahha this is funny cos his teeth is sticking out.

lastly, the dessert, longan. hmmm.

I NEED YOU

2008-01-27T17:28:00.000-08:00

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please,
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place?
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby,
We belong together..

two and a half men

2008-01-27T15:36:00.000-08:00

Eee-rahhh: haha envy me for? aww no problem girl.

qim: i don't think that's a problem anymore! :D

afiq: loveeeee you baby.

De'ana: sure hunnn!

dean: haha cow cow? you then?

seha: sure hunn!!

sirah: haha yeah, it runs in the blood hehehe.

Salmah: hehe so am i. so are you :D

sepet 1: yeah man. back to booooooks.

Jiaxin: haha see you around pendek! :D

Maybe we're trying,trying too hard.
Maybe we're torn apart.
Maybe the timing is beating our hearts.
We're empty.

officially burned.

2008-01-27T15:19:00.000-08:00

it's sunday today. a little free time to update this blog.

O levels results was released last thursday. congrats to those who did well.
Especially Zee who scored A2 for malay which means that she don't have to attend malay lessons anymore. As for me, i scored a B3 so i have to retake malay haiyaaaa!!!

last week i met qim twice. someone is Cikgu Qim alrdy laaa aisey!

my baby cousin, Lisa, is admitted in hospital due to food poisoning. its so pitiful to see her arms poked with needle. awwh. we bought her Elmo balloon since she likes Elmo.

some pictures,

okay ppl there's smthng funny. look at the way Rayyan slept in the car yesterday. he was too tired. tired disturbing me huh!!

okay, wait up for my next post!! :D

cold war

2008-01-18T10:32:00.000-08:00

i've yet to post a proper update. i've been busy to blog ):
i hate school. pshk. it's friday today. im in school now. having ss. im hungry!

i pity Mr Yong. it's IT lesson and no one is listening to him. LOL

all right i'll probably update again tonight.

yeay baby it's been 10 months!! :D ♥

you know it now.

2008-01-13T02:02:00.000-08:00

It's 1:45AM, im sleepy but i can't sleep cos my sister is snoring like a pig. I hate it that her bed is next to mine. pfft

since monday, i've been making rounds to ttsh to visit uncle who's down with stomach ulcer. it's sunday today and he's not discharged yet. tshk. going there everyday can make me gain weight siaa. donut factory cannot miss. lemon chicken rice. wow wheeee. one of the days, we (me and relatives) ate pizza hut there siaaa! hahahaha sounds like party? :)

first few weeks of school been tiring. lame courses were organised for the graduating classes. waste edusave money -.- oh and anyway i've gotten the project theme. it's 'Display'. gosh. sounds easy. but ? ? im still having question marks up on my head. bahhh. so, the afternoon lessons starts next week. how tiring. there's afternoon lessons everyday.. )=

i miss that special someone who's currently busy with work attachment. anyways im so proud of Afiq today =) he told a bugger off. oh my! so heroic laa! heeh loveeeee you!

it's not rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along..

it only gets better.

2008-01-02T18:25:00.000-08:00

HEHEHE THE COWBOY FAMILY. grandmother, grandfather, father, Aishah, Me :D, Izzul.

i can see the edge

2008-01-02T18:06:00.000-08:00

what a year it's been. new year's here already. time flies too fast yeah? hopes this year will be a better one. sigh. with the exams pressures and suchs. the briefing we had in school earlier today regarding the o's exams made me feel scared. "o levels prelims will take place before sept hols as the exams are brought forward" or did i heard it wrongly? oh, possible. i was feeling sleepy and the air conditioned hall was so comfortable to sleep :D tsk. mum says i can't waste anymore time. sucks la.

first day of school started not right. i was late. and so i made Zee late too. sorry zee. met that gf of mine at Amk Mrt before walking to school. i don't think it was my fault for being late lorrrrr. my bus stop was packed with mums sending their children to school. aiya those primary one kids. LOL. so.. i had to miss some buses! uh huh. this year, Ms Lee is still our form teacher :D best! Co form is a new teacher who used to teach at Yishun Town Sec. those naughty boys was playing with his name la so mean! the election of the new class chairman took place. guess who? same old me. sigh. i was sabo-ed as the class chairman last year too. and again, this year! boringgggg. and we were given new seating partner too. im sitting next to Thom-ass (real name, Thomas). that lecher! that noisy boy -.- HAHAHAHAH lecher! okay so wrap it up, Zee and I headed to Novena after school to have lunch at LJS. we got donuts at donut factory. i bought just one :D hehehe.

sometimes i feel like killing my brother's pet bird(s). they're fugging irritating and noisy that they woke me up from my afternoon nap. i hate them ah. if i have a 'death note', they'll be on the top of my list ahhhhh. but seeing how much my brother loves them by bringing them to the park every evening for singing session, (hahahaha singing session kepeee!) i realise they're quite entertaining. hahahahha what's wrong with me im supposed to hate them. eeyer they're so noisy and sometimes smelly. im surprised even my 1 year old niece, syaza, knows how to whistle to the bird now hahaha they say kids are fast learners..

Have a blissful year ahead, people :D

walking on broken glass

2007-12-30T02:20:00.000-08:00

after so long, we managed to clear things up :D i swear i was the happiest girl that night. Heeee. Was out with sweetheart yesterday after shopping with dad (hahahahahahaha) We had chocolate fondue at Swensens. Baskin&Robbin's fondue is still better :P they serve 30 flavours of ice cream whereas Swensens serves only 5 bleagh. okay so i had to hunt for birthday girl, Ain's gift. Got her something verrrrrrrry cute. Met Zee to get smthng from her and then headed to nenek's house with Afiq where the party was held. I was an hour late :/ Everyone thought i was from work LOL i've quit :Dv

i've yet to get books for sec 5. mum says i always do things last minute. Even if it's something important. in short, im not prepared for school yet. it's next wednesday. dad bought me school shoes already :D but wth same size as my sister ): giant sia my sister. i want a new bag for school. and the pay is not in yet fug.

okay im sleepy. it's 2:12AM now i wanna save my energy for cycling tmrw hehehee. we're going to ECP to cycle tomorrow morning since the overnight is cancelled cos of some reasons. and the midnight movie is cancelled too pffth. i can't wait to cycle. i haven't been cycling. the last time i touched a bicycle was during class chalet which was months ago. talking about class.. i miss my classmates. haha see you guys next week, assholes! HAHAHAHA kidding!

love you many, sweetheart! :D :D

still the memory of you.

2007-12-27T04:47:00.000-08:00

first and foremost..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIHAH AND SIRAH MY LOVELY GIRLS !
though my wish through the text message was like super late, i swear it came from the heart.
hehehehe cheh ;)
we'll go out soon alright. hugs you both! ♥♥

6 days vacation at KL wasn't that bad afterall. i had so much fun with my family. visiting places, shopped all the way. we visited places like Pavillion, KLCC (double-corn-like building). i hate it when it comes to long journey where you have to sit in the car for a few hours dreaming and think of bla bla bla that your butt sores when you reached the destination. as for me, i choose to be in mum's car rather than dad's cos he'll fart anytime and the boys supposed to be in his car hahaha. i occupied myself with wathcing dvds through mum's lappy. shows after shows till it hibernates and then find i myself dreaming that led to tears. fug it's holiday! the eating places at KL's not bad. their 'MRT' is err... hot!! we were all sweating! did a few relative visits to paternal side mostly are dad's uncles and aunties which we haven't visited in years. more of the KL vacation updates will be up. have to get the pics uploaded first.

when we reached home, we found out that one of my brother's pet bird (he has four!) flew off. hehehehehehe it wasn't found in it's cage. i was smiling from ear to ear. but i feel sad when i was told that the injured one was the one that gone missing ): i pity that bird.. he got injured in a fight. fight against other birds la. his wings aren't functioning well.. i wonder how he is right now. sigh. my brother is sad. he made plans to find it tomorrow morning. hmm possible. it can't fly far. so it should be around the estate. good luck :D

time now is 436AM and im still fresh. i've been smiling and can't stop thinking what will happen next. i hope it'll turn out good. right, no one gets what they want. it always happens. once you're on top, you can be unseen at all. but you're still a part of everything i do.

it takes two to tango

2007-12-20T17:33:00.000-08:00

promoted to sec 5 next year :D but i didn't do well for N's )=

oh wells. it's Hari Raya Haj today and i feel so bored. been up to my own stuffs since i woke up. family & i will be leaving for KL in a few hours time. i hope the vacation will turn out fine. will be there till the 27th. 7 days la sial! ):
anywaaaaays im halfway through packing my bag i still can't find some stuffs like the camera charger ah damn it. was at grandparent's house earlier on and now im home alone cos mum went to queue for donuts at donut factory like ZZZ im soo lazy to tag along.

okay i have to get going la kambings i wanna take a nap till 7 and then off we go!
i miss all my friends ):
so long, ilyall.

my body shivers each time you give me hope. it left me thinking.. is that for real.

what makes it click.

2007-12-18T00:22:00.000-08:00

gooood luck kiss for this worried person here who's gonna be collecting the N's results. sooo not prepared.

deals made. promises broken. work's been fun. chocolates everyday oh my! and exploring the area around waterloo/prinsep during the lunch break LOL there's lots of good eating places la really!

yesterday was hectic! all cos dad didn't wanna drive. mum too. boo. at 11 in the morning went to Taka to support Irfan for his soccer match. 4th place, not bad eh. some fiesta was held there. there were dance competitions and stuffs. not interested. Sirah, sihah and Fazlin met us there for awhile. done with town, we headed down to simei by train cos dad wanted to eat at Han River at Eastpoint Mall. damn far la i was already tired by then. dad ate like there's no tmrw there. sadly Han river is sooooo much better than seoul garden 0.0 (pictures at Han river not up yet) at around 9, with happy stomachs, we headed home by cab. LONDON CAB! lol i was so excited :D

oh my nightmare last night was damn hilarious. if you're my roommate, you'll probably know that when i sleep, i cover my whole body plus face with my blanket. it's normal for me. so, everything's covered including my face. so i don't know what's happening around my room. silly sister dozed off without switching off the television. i was so frightened that i heard some chinese ghosts laughing which was actually the tv!!!! i thought it was some ghosts haunting me sia! that show was actually some opera show that's usually shown at 2 in the morning. i was really so frightened cos i heard some giggles which probably might come from the ghosts itself. i hid myself under the blanket for quite long when i realised it came from the TV hahahahhaa! i was about to call my dad using my handphone. omg i feel so stupid. haha.

this morning, i wasn't really in the mood to go to work. came in late as usual. i hate train rides in the morning where you have to squeeze in the cabin ergh! after work met Shikin Afiq and Qim. haha qim, i still owe you a cab ride & a subway cookie. wait for my pay :P

okay shits im worrying for tmrw. help me! i was complaining to mum earlier and she told me to just shut up and everything will be fine. seriously not helping. if i fail i go far far away and EMO ): if i pass im gonna scream to some ppl on the phone as promised hehehee!

and i hope you feel the same way too..

MAKE A WISH.

2007-12-12T21:47:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK SAB, HAVE A BLISSFUL YEAR AHEAD.
SORRY FOR NOT BEING THERE FOR YOUR CELEBRATION AS MUCH AS I WANT TO. SOME THINGS ARE PULLING ME BACK.

WILL SEE YOU SUPER SOON COUSIN, MWAAH MWAAH!

question mark.

2007-12-12T21:19:00.000-08:00

will i ever see you smiling back at me..

totally spies

2007-12-10T22:52:00.000-08:00

failure in everything. i AM fired.

Zee: major enough? that's quite major. laughs. hugs!

qim: qimmm <3 <3 <3 you! when are your exams ending, dengs!

fuzz: like i've told you about my work. hahaha hello i shld call macs sometime and call and call and call till you're the one answering my call and taking my order. haha haha haha.

EEE-RAHHH: miss you toooo. haven't been seeing you online.

phyza: awwh if no company text me la can company you shop around hehehe.

joslyn: hahahahaha so insulting! i see you i wanna laugh can? haah

sirah: jom jom jom but the time is always not right ):

Aisyah: miss you tooooooooooooooo. call me when you're free. got lots to catch up!

sepet 1: hahaha he's also sepet? see lah his grand daughter. mata hilang terus.

SERI: aww sweet? thank you :D

seha: haha ex-body builder? okay la can say so la. haah

four letter definition

2007-11-14T15:10:00.000-08:00

' if only you knew how lovely you are, baby'

it's just the middle of school closure for me and i can already feel the boreness in life. maybe just for today. it'll be different if i have a job. or perhaps something to do. im just plain L A Z Y :/ both my brothers are working but what am i doing? pfft im jealous. Irfan got his 100bucks weekly pay last week. as for Irsyad.. not yet. Im jealous to see Irfan's wallet. he can spend as and when he likes. booohoohoo. he treats me to Macs today. and i had to follow him around my neighbourhood which has nothing except for lovely parks. awwh. and there's something i realise about him.. he has lots of friends around. oh brother. you'd be likeable (by me) if you quit your bad habits. you know i know la. one of which, NOT BATHING before you step out of the house. hooh. shh. your hand full of girls won't hop on my blog la don't worry. i know you will. LOL. eh wth why is my post about him? oh cos i spent time with him tsk. i've nothing to do today. i wanted to go for a swim but no one wanted to tag along ): ):

oh i had fun yesterday. it was such a lovely day for me & Afiq. hee. nothing was planned. just walked around aimlessly. bought the extra medium sized jellybeans, Afiq was so clumsy to drop a quarter of it on the floor. i feel like picking it up back. so wasting. sigh. clumsy boy. the left ones are those 'not nice' flavours. damn it. what do we do with it? throw it into the pond and see who's goes further. alamak. so childish. LOL
bumped into Eric, Izah and more of them at Vivocity. haa little juniors.

the movie plans with friends were cancelled. cos Khai had to prepare for Prom night tsk. movie when lah dey!

this concerns my tagboard: my atok stole the attention :/ haa

Zee: everything's fine now. just pretend it never happened. much love :D

Dad bought mum a new laptop. what's with him sia. i need one. mum doesn't. she has it alrdy argh. and that laptop has built in webcam ): im sure she's gonna set password to access her laptop. stingy eh. dad promised to get me a webcam before the fasting month starts. i guess he forgets- turning old already huh. should i ask dad for a new phone? ^^ my phone is dying la pfft thanks to that apek. mum says i shouldn't ask him for anything in the mean time cos he's getting a new bike for his work. (dah dapat laptop baru, nak cakap banyak pulak eh !!!)

i feel like screaming. if only these rashes has ears. i hate food allergys arghhh!
okay i'll end here. getting back on Ghost Whisperer! :D

i will stand by you

:D

2007-11-13T10:06:00.000-08:00

MY ATOK IS ONE FUNNY PERSON. I WANTED HIM TO POSE. AND HE STARTED POSING. LIKE THIS. I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING! HE'S SO ENTERTAINING :D

breathe

2007-11-12T16:13:00.000-08:00

okay to those cousins who's waiting for the pics at Malacca, they're up on my multiply.
sorry for the late upload. since im free today, i did the uploading. alot of pics okay. not an easy task. hur hur.
Kak fizah, i can't access your blog :/ it's lock somehow ):

sing on forever

2007-11-12T15:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC RAZALI BIN IBRAHIM MATHIEU

you've turned a year older but you still look like small boy to me. hoho
don't be naughty. andddddd go on a diet soon la, boncet. & stop disturbing me :(
See you soon :D

mad.com

2007-11-12T15:01:00.000-08:00

now my phone is by far the most irritating thing ever. thanks to that Apek. he pushed me when i was holding onto my phone that it dropped. and just said "aiyaa.. sorry" tsk. i cursed him all the way to the airport. gahhh now the vibration doesn't work. and it switches off every few mins. damn it.

if it becomes reality.

2007-11-12T14:05:00.000-08:00

last weekend, was at msia to attend some wedding event. mum die die wanted me to come along. i didn't expect it to be so much fun cos im not that close to mum's side as i am to dad's. okay so the bride and groom looked perfect together. i know some who attend their wedding may have some unpleasant comments. keep them to yourself, they looked happily together :D we snapped alot. esp at the field opposite the bungalow we were staying. the field reminded us of the show 'Mimpi Manis' on Sensasi channel. i don't know who's idea was it. could be Irfan's or Ain's. but i can't deny the field looked nice. like framed. awwh sucha pleasant view. it's so rilexing. but you just had to stand the hot hot hot weather aye! on the sunday morning, the cousins decided to snapped a few on the field. but it was muddy so we didn't get in the field but just by the road ):
after lunch we made our way back. i choose to be in Kak Fizah's car. hehehe. watched some movies in the car to keep everyone awake but there was this moment where i laughed alone and not knowing that everyone except Ayah (who's driving) was asleep! zzz. and so i slept too :D
on monday/tuesday my class headed to Aloha Loyang chalet as planned. the chalet was a treat from Miss Lee the ever so cute/sweet/pretty teacher hehehehe. i had fun im sure the rest of the classamtes do too though it was short. the guys were as usual very playful. im sure they had fun switching off the toilets light when there's somebody inside. some played mahjong. i feel lost trying to learn to play. heck mahjong isn't my game. the next morning we checked out at 10am. walked in the rain together to the downtown east bus stop. if only you know how far it is. but we still walked. in the rain summore! most of them was tired and sleepy as they didn't sleep at all. headed to White Sands to have breakfast at Macs. and then home to get some rest.

boys room. sigh. boys will be boys.
for more pics, visit Miss Lee's blog.

Met afiq when i've got enough rest :D, watched Game Plan. oh i liked the show. so funny plus some sad scenes. the little girl's soo cute. awwh.

Had a tiny birthday celebration for little Eric at Pizza hut on Friday. Afiq says i should sleep at Pizza Hut ): so mean! okay so Khai was late that our plans to catch a movie was wrecked. damn you khai.
Kak Didi left singapore on sat. she came back to her hometown (singapore) for raya. now she's back to Christchurch ): boo i have one person less to hangout with.

uh-oh ppl!!!! dad bought me a digi cam last night!!!
'Casio Exilim 7.2 Megapixels' Heeeeee! i purposely choose pink so that none of my brothers will wanna use it hmph.
like so surprising? cos few days ago i told him to get me a reward if i pass my N's. haa and i said that reward as to be a camera. he just kept quiet. love you Abah!!

Afiqqqqqqqq, i love you! :D

you're not going anywhere..

2007-11-07T11:00:00.000-08:00

SURPRISEEEEEEE!

i cannot live a day without you here. by my side. miss you when you're nowhere near my arms. if you're gone, i'll be the first to sigh inside.

don't say goodnight.

2007-11-02T14:55:00.000-07:00

Had never expected things to run this way. what did we have on our heads all along? All I want is to find a way back into love. I can't make it through without a way back into love. I've been searching but i just don't see the signs. I've been looking for someone to shed some light not somebody just to get me through the night. And if I open my heart again, I guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end. It feels blank not waking up to you every morning. The smell of you.. They way your voice speaks in a way to irritate just to see me smile. Us teasing each other. Sharing stories, secrets. We're giving ways to our egos.
This pause isn't going far.. i hope.
Im not okay. Just fine.

Missed badly, (youknowwho) ..

will be leaving for malaysia in a few hours time. guess it'd be fun. mum's side. not that close :/ err nevermind. looking forward to be back.

by you.

2007-11-02T11:28:00.000-07:00

party at pizza hut for the birthday boy wasn't that bad. i've been wanting meat balls and i had it last night :D i likeeee! the cheesy cheese omgah! the ice cream with M&M bits, wahh.
izzul sabo-ed my brother by writing his number on a piece of tissue paper and gave it to the waitress :D lol not cute seh serious.

okay claim your pretty pics here! they're up already.

bad boy turned 18

2007-11-02T10:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY IZZUL HAMIZAN

grow up and stop bullying the younger ones. you're not hot so pls stop being vain and say that you are or you'll get irritated by my eye rollings. god bless you and T. hope you liked the tee i bought you. i think you do haha. love love!

find a way back

2007-11-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

ginchgonch

2007-10-31T23:58:00.000-07:00

okay so there's gonna be another birthday celebration tomorrow. venue? not confirmed yet!
Izzul's turning 18 on the 2nd of Nov. but we're celebrating it tomorrow cos im leaving for Msia on Friday and it's too late to hold a party when we're back. I wanna get him a Mr Messy teeshirt.
or if possible, Mr Smelly. lol
all the best in life, cousin!

2007-10-31T22:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY ABAH!

YOU'VE TURNED A YEAR OLDER (HAHAHAHHA)
HOPE YOU LIKED THE GIFTS! ESP THE ADIDAS WATCH FROM ME ^^
STAY HANDSOME (roll eyes) KEEP UP WITH YOUR NEVER ENDING JOKES, CALLING PPL NAMES. EVERYONE LIKES YOU COS YOU'RE NEVER A BORE AND YOU'RE GOOD AT CHEERING PPL UP ESP ME, YOUR BEST DAUGHTER (nyeh not the another daughter pls throw away her card yucks) LOL

catch up in time

2007-10-29T20:52:00.000-07:00

jalan raya with relatives from dad's side was fab! got lots of open houses to go to. we had wonderful time together. raya isn't a bore with them around ;)

Abang Muhammad turned 19 exactly 10 days ago. cheh 19 alrdy! shouldn't be hiding your girlfriend alrdy. ^^ nyeh. waiting to be caught isit? haa! okay best wishes to you lovely cousin! may you and ehem have a wonderful life together =)

argh malay is in 2 days time. i haven't revise much. i neglected the test papers ):
my dad's bday is coming soon. idk what to buy for him? t shirt? watch? or. ? hmm no idea!
bad daughter! he got me a gold ring and bracelet for my bday. it'd cost my parents alot :/

plus 10 days

2007-10-26T11:24:00.000-07:00

finally i get to meet Aisyah yesterday after so long. had lunch at Pastamania and then headed to Cityhall to get her stuffs. met Afiq after that. apologies to Dee&Anna for not making it to your house. it'll be rushy cos i have to attend cousin's birthday party :/

OH ANW HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY KAK DILAH
I HOPE YOU LIKE THE PRESENTS :D
THAT MIRACLE PERFUME WAS FROM ME HEHEHEHE!
LIVE LONG, PRETTYHEAD! YOU STILL LOOK STUNNING THOUGH YOU'RE MARRIED!
GET A CHILD SOON :D

the birthday party for the 25 year old cousin went well. coincidentally most of us was wearing brown colour. coincidentally. that made the birthday girl special as she was wearing blue. her husband also lol
during the gathering, i argued with Syura all the way. she had alot of stuffs on me to critic on. but i had more things to laughed on about her.
we played fireworks. very fun. very smoky yucks i don't like that.
and i don't know what's happening to the relation of some cousins. this person not talking to that person. not gonna communicate anymore? please! that's soooo wrong. you guys used to be close :/ okay whatvr. let bygones be bygones. forget everything. guess one of you are gonna read this.
no harm giving in and apologise or whatever next right?
pictures taken last night aren't with me yet. that busywomen still owes me lots of photos.

okay razilah wants to give us special attention in school today.
it's 1120 and i think im gonna be late :/
heck it's not official school.

nothing less cos you know i'd give you all of me

share my world

2007-10-25T23:07:00.000-07:00

gahh i feel irritated when people are moody ): with no reason some more.
tutoring my sister ain't easy. she's stubborn.
firstly i did it by force :/ i wouldn't wanna teach that kid seh. i have better things to do hor :D
secondly she doesn't follow my instructions.
thirdly she makes me wanna slap her.
gahhhh over!

adorable little rascal! Syaza Insyirah.

awww she has got talents yaw! she calls me 'A'AH' when its supoosed to be Adah. she finished up my jellybeans afiq gave me ): she comes to my house and finish up the sweets/chocolates on the table laid for raya visitings. she'll make you run around the house chasing her when she got hold of your cellphone. gahh lovely! wait till you grow up.

there's a little open house cum birthday celebration at Kak dilah's place tonight. im gonna meet relatives, cousins later. we're gonna have fun. i've been meeting them less since fasting month is over :/ each of them are busy with their own school / work. i don't like to tag along when they're doing they're shopping. i tend to get jealous on their money flow. they dont mind spending on wants but i mind spending on my needs. picture that.

off to meet Aisyah for lunch! haw haw haw miss you girl.

i ain't got a motorboat but i could float your boat.

something hold your back

2007-10-24T23:16:00.000-07:00

have you ever felt reality, arse? face it. you don't fit in anymore. i don't need you like how you need me. you could just erase me off like i did. and now you appeared like some motha fucka. those guts of yours aren't bringing any progress. sorry :D im satisfied with what i have now. i don't need to be happier (with you around). praying; i don't see you anymore. don't waste your time. dont' waste mine. we both gotta different life to lead. what's this? enough drama. im tired already. mark my words, ' your partner fits an animal ' i admit i was blind. was dumb. im sure your language level ain't that low to understand these simple words. arse, you're just wasting my thoughts. enough already. just give up. lead your too social life hor. im sure you can't, cos you're too dependent. realised how you should have treasured people around you? treasure, like really treasure? esp your parents. stop making them worry. it's your life you're wasting. not any other's. omg you don't deserve pieces of advices from me. cos none won't just get in that stainless steel head of yours.
stop bugging me. im not pushed a bit. don't bother to try harder.

i know you're reading this. kcuf ffo

slide at the bar

2007-10-24T15:13:00.000-07:00

another rotting day at home ):
im gonna get something to do, something to wake up to every morning.
i can't stand being plain everyday.

this morning i was awaken by Ok-go!
L O L
text message laaa! Afiq texted saying he's having a long break and so we decided on having breakfast. break from 9-1 wow that's long.
headed to Macs as i wanted pancakes. lol
i was going for the other two pieces when i saw that food information sheet on the tray and it says,
'Hotcakes- Fats 16g'
lalala
LOL so i brought it home and gave my brother.

i don't have the mood to revise my malay work. it's next wednesday. i don't feel any rush.
do you or do you not want to get an A grade? G A H H. the exam fees comes out from your dad's pocket. though its payment by giro. revisions with Cikgu hasn't been fruitful. i feel S L E E P Y if it's a class of more than 10 people. lol macam macam eh.
and yesterday, she merely texted us (me & zee) to come back for special attention by her.
butttttttt she left us waiting in the school library. she left answers and thats it, wait?
understood, you're busy!
too long waiting, we left school. went home, Kak Didi was already waiting for me.
i was supposed to bring her out. she hasn't been in Singapore for more than 10 years i think?
dragged her to Vivocity. She insisted on taking the cab as the weather was hot.
she shopped alot while i just got myself a tee. i can tell she liked the stuffs from Newurbanmale and Zara only. according to her it's not easy to get thin tees at Christchurh. like duh?
had late lunch at harbourfront's banquet. not a nice place to eat :/ no comment.

& I A M T I R E D

i have to tutor my sister. prepare her for SA2
lahhhhhhhhh she's clever already what. too clever what. cleverer than me what.

Somewhere between your lips, is where I think my heart slipped
I tried to catch myself, not even I could have helped myself from
falling

aided airline

2007-10-22T22:10:00.000-07:00

i love raya cos i've got a total of (im not telling. if you know, shh, kay feek?)
its monday today! i loved weekends (: i ate alot. took in much gas drinks and etc.
saturday was raya at JB. every year we'll raya there as dad has aunts and uncles staying there.
i don't mind going there cos we'll eventually stop by a shopping mall. i got myself dunkin donuts.
but monster (my brother) finish it up while i was asleep in the car damn it you fag (!!!)
i hate having long journeys with him in the car. he sleeps like a cow. he steals my water he takes up my space. damn it. people everywhere is trying to lose weight and you're still keen to gain.

sunday was another day out. headed to uncle rahman's house first. met the girls. lol mak nenek!

so, we left for more houses. headed to Kak Didi (real name: Radiyah)'s place.
and then uncle's. there's a cat in his place grrrr it was big and grey colour. i was jumping around being teased my brother and dad ): being pitied, the cat was locked up HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA!

and today, watched Resident evil with Afiq. I swear i don't know anything about the show.
watched blindly. oh somebody skipped school :/
thanks for the time, sugar!
have fun in school tomorrow! :D

i feel bored. i don't have a job. im lazy. but i want money $.$
i can't decide. garhhh.
okay i shall clear my O level malay first which is on the 31st Oct which is my dad's birthday damn it!

LOL

those are your writings, it fits perfectly in this world of ours.

flipside

2007-10-22T02:24:00.000-07:00

Right now, i can't figure out my feelings.
Oh this is so bad. What the hell am i supposed to do next?
Do things against my will? Oh i don't think so.

Here, hoping for something to happen. God bless me.

i need you, more than you need me now.

lack of everything else.

2007-10-21T22:05:00.001-07:00

NAD, YOU GOTTA CHILL. CHILL CHILL CHILL.
but it was you all along.

obviously blind

2007-10-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

been busy last week. lots of updates waiting.

my 16th birthday was a blasting one :)
celebrated with both; friends and family on that day. that's cos both surprise got clash.
lol
celebrated with Zee, Aisyah, Shikin, Aslam and Afiq- who lied that he's off to msia to celebrate raya! damn.
breakfast with some weird tasting foods. lol and then the cake. niceeeee! but we didnt finish it ): was alrdy full and i felt like puking.
everything was nice, i liked everything :)
hoho but the 'surprise' didn't go well. tsk sorry. lol
after that, celebrated at Thomson Plaza's Pizza Hut with family. Everyone except one or two was there. Cabbed from Holland v to Thomson. Zee and Aisyah tagged along.
i thought it was just a gathering didn't expect to receive gifts and CAKE! lol was alrdy full siaaaa. they surprised me with a cake. one of my fav one. Choc fudge :D

thanks Afiq for the ipod nano. you're really wonderful :),
much love!

zee, shikin, aisyah got me a top. veryyyyyyy pretty top! loveya'll!
thanks, Izzul, for the Esprit perfume.
to the other cousins/aunts/uncles who signed in the card, love you ppl as well.
:D

okay that's all for the birthday part.

Hari Raya this year isn't as cheerful as past year's raya i don't know why.
it's quite rushing this year. Fasting month went quite fast and the preparations too.
okay soooo. First day raya as normal, went to grandparent's place. stayed for quite long. and at night relatives came over. steamboat, chocolate fountain. wowwww!
i slept early, was tired. and we were gonna visit more places the next day.
second day raya was better than the day before. more places. more $$ 0.0
at night, we stayed over at cousin's place. played games. played bingo and then heart attack and then bluff. very funnnn. played till around 5am when everyone got tired. some were sleepy alrdy.

my 7th month celebration with Afiq was cancelled sigh. thanks to mum i had to shop around town with her cos she had no company. ate at tpyh pizza hut for dinner, cousins joined after their work and sch. pity my mum for paying that much for everyone lol

if it's real, we'll make it through,

i don't know how this feeling works

2007-10-10T22:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday was fun. i missed quality time with them. Break fast at Seoul Garden with Afiq, Zee, Shikin, Khai and Eric. but the pay was ...something. but worth it, i think?
:)

life feels bored and plain when you know you're not waking up to anything everyday.
i think there was smthng wrong with the spaghetti i had for pre-dawn meal cos i dreamt of stupid people, chasing other people around my house carpark ZZZ WTH.
went straight to the desktop after that bad dream. logged into Friendster and a whole lot of people wished me. i think those people got my birthday wrong cos on Friendster, i changed my location to Brazil (for fun hehehehe) so the timing is different. i guess so?
LOLL funny sia.

went to Cityhall with Sihah and Ideen. i was being so patient, waited for them at Yck for 20mins. loll nevermind, was fasting, sabarrrr.
Met Afiq at 4, headed to Bugis and walked around. headed home and was so furious that Irsyad showed me another pet bird he bought that costs $170.
WTHHHHHHH now there's 3 whistling birds at home. ignored him, totally.

Broke fast at grandparents house as i was told that Atok felt sad that we haven't been there for some days and he thought we neglected him. loll that's cos each of us are busy with exams preparations.

I'm posting while waiting for the water heater heat up so i'll get a good bath and stay away from nightmares (hehehehehe)

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROWWWW :D

walk me through it

2007-10-09T13:20:00.000-07:00

overrrrrrr N's are over!
overall i had difficulties with chem and d&t.
maths was so-so. history gone case!
rahhh.
i wish i did better ):

Raya is in 4 days timeeeeee! i can't waittttttttt!
Mum got all our costumes done and im not happy with any.
But i appreciate.
We're still deciding which to be worn during the first day. Can't decide.
lol

For the past two weekends, families from dad's side came over to gather and bake stuffs together. So fun! Sadly, two bottles of oreo choco filled cookies are gone. LOL
I can't believe i ate the whole of it while doing midnight mugging.
Mum was quite furious. What's there left for raya? LOL
Sahur been really heavy for me. I tend to eat little during sahur to get back to sleep as fast as possible but dad just irritatingly add more on my plate ZZZ

Dad; he has been a real angel. He'll get me whatever i wanna have for break-fast. Aww
From banquet's fishball noodle to Kfc lime chicken to Zamzam's briani and whatvr.
lol mum? she's stressed out of work from the office and will bring it back home. just stay in your office and don't come back better.

My brother, Irfan bought two pet birds recently and it's very noisy i can't stand it.
Plus Irfan's whistles to the birds are wayyyyyy irritating. I hope i could kill them so i could enjoy my sleep. i wanna kill them both. them three (including Irfan ^^)

It's 9oct todayyyyyy and i can't wait for 11thoct LOLLLL

tag replies,

seha: yup, dah. today's last. YAYYY

sirah: hahaha, im done with papers, can shop right? ;)

Rebecca: okay!! what ah nah? :S

joslyn: haha yay yay my papers are over (=

afiq: tsk diammmm!

susu: hey susu! imyyy

Jiaxin: Hello my dear pendek! Yay my papers are all over! :)

like we were yesterday

2007-09-25T22:29:00.000-07:00

I DON'T WANNA WASTE MY PRECIOUS TIME ON BLOGGING.
SO, BYE BYE FOR NOW, WILL BE BACK AFTER N'S!

♥

Reason, rhythm, or rhyme.

2007-09-21T18:10:00.000-07:00

syura was hospitalised on the weekends. the whole family got panicked.
she was down with some breathing difficulties. oh i so pity her.
we went visiting her at her house. it was cute when she said, "kak adah, wanna play nursing?"
i was like -.- i know she learned about nurses alot while she was there being attended.
she won't be a good nurse. impatient. rough. gangster. lol thats all her.

my parents told me when i was young i had asthmatic problems alot.
i was even punished for drinking gassy/iced drinks. how noob.
i wanted freedom for drinks and ice creams and chocolates and sweet stuffs at that time. so badly. since i was restrained from drinking sweet drinks, i drank an orange colour water without knowing that it was the colouring for some food. haha noob!

blah blah blah time flies. N's are getting closer. i can feel it. can you?
when you're fasting, you feel so attached to the bed. agree?

i shall squeeze in a birthday wish for Irfan who just turned 15.
Happy 15th Birthday. don't being naughty and stop giving more troubles.
soccer won't bring you far. play but don't be behind studies,
grow up with a mind and enjoy the planned celebration tomorrow.
lotsa love!
bleagh.

there's a difference between hard and impossible.

oh i found my light

2007-09-16T00:53:00.000-07:00

it's the third ramadhan! the food served for every break-fast is oh-so-loved! mum cooked chicken rice today. YUMMY. had ice kacang for dessert. last night i studied till sahur time. after sahur, mum and me watched Ghost whisperer till 7am and slept till 3plus at noon. LOL Ghost whisperer is really addictive. Jeniffer Love Hewitt's really gorgeous.

oh, people, sorry for the trouble. i had to change my Url cos i realised my sister has been visiting my blog regularly. Tsk. Makcik Kepo!

i had been away from religious class for 3 weeks. i'll make it there tomorrow. LOL i'll be fasing tomorrow and that i can't lie to my parents anymore about religious classes.
so i'll be up early tomorrow. yup.

this face warp thingy been entertaining my family to the fullest. dad's on the top left, sister on the top right, syaza on the bottom left and err, my grandfather on the bottom right. i think it's mean to warp people's faces but my grandfather liked it the most. he says he looks better that way. he's just cute. and my dad, ergh! he'll come out with many many poses including the stick out tongue. act cute. but they look alien-ed here it's scary sometimes. LOL

it has been half a year. Afiq's been treating me like an angel ♥ sometimes irritating but sure thing loved! :)
love been flowing like tap water. all i can say is i followed my heart and i don't think it's the wrong move. Much love!

no point turning back

2007-09-14T23:49:00.000-07:00

it's the second day of ramadhan. i feel so moodless today.
basically cos im tired. tired of entertaining people's insulting remarks.
school was a bit slacky today. workout was nonsense. -.-
maths was 40%fruitful. i slept through history lesson as there weren't any teacher.

lessons ended at 1240, headed to popular bookstore with Zee and bought some stuffs.
i made plans to study but mum called to say she wanna go shop for stuffs. it's just the second day of fasting, what's the rush to buy stuffs?
headed down to ikea. slept in the car as i was tired -.-
went home after ikea cos i showed mum my sleepy and weak face (fasting mah). she planned to shop at Tangs orchard after ikea! WTFFFF I WAS ALRDY TIRED.
i headed to bed and woke up at 630! Break fast was at 705. wow.
bathed and headed to grandmother's house.
she cooked Mee Bandung and it was super nice (= (=
i've been liking her cookings. she cooks nice though she's fasting.
YAY.

unpleasant day, what about you?

Just like a glass with no water, flighty lovers can leave people with empty feelings.

now it's time for you and me

2007-09-12T17:58:00.000-07:00

Bored. home alone. pfft.
tomorrow is the start of fasting month. i'll be having more food cravings then im having now.
LOL breaking fast had never been boring/'unliked' by me by far. i'll get to meet cousins more instead. i can get sick of it. really. almost everyday, my family will break fast at grandmother's house. trust me, everyone will be there and gulp in together. i still remember, last year's fasting month, every weekend we'll break fast outside. random places. together. how fun. & weekdays, we'll attack grandmother's house. her cooking is awesome!
even my friends who came to her house during raya agrees! wondering why my friends visit her house during raya? LOL she stays with my uncle, MrDin who coincidentally is a staff in anderson.

last year's raya was fun. my raya collection money went fast! i bought this that and this and that. LOL and there were many outings with the family too. we'll head to places together. LOL everything together siaaa! and the outing with school mates was fun too. big group. quite big uh. haa. I CAN'T WAIT FOR RAYA!
it's like triple celebration FOR ME this year.

9 0ctober, final N level paper.
2 days later.. .. ..
MY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY! :D:D:D
2 days later.. .. ..
HARI RAYA!

WHEEEEPEEEEE!

this year, i don't know how many raya costumes my mum tailored for me -.-
i didn't count. plus last year's. . last last year's.
LOL MY CLOSET IS JAMMED UP ALRDY.
but i hate it when mum say i have to share clothes/accesories/almost everything with my sister.
she spoils my stuffs alot of times. pffth irritating rough sister. ROTTEN.

i haven't been to my grandmother's house. but she still calls to check up on our doings.
sweeeet. i miss her ): i miss grandpa ): though i saw him at the busstop few days back.
i miss my nieces ): though they like to bully me. pfft fun eh.
oh oh oh i found something,LOLLLLLLLLL SHE WAS TOO TIRED THAT SHE SLEPT LIKE THAT! LOLL. that's Syura.

THAT'S DAD WITH SYAZA, THE CUTEST THING! MISS HER!

POTENTIAL MODEL :D

i think, i have more cute shots of them. but it's just too much to be uploaded here.
LOL

okay, off to catch butterflies :)

Enchanted as ones eyes maybe as is to ones heart,
To embrace each other in the distance is a good start.
A picture is painted to express ones thoughts.

leading me.

2007-09-11T21:40:00.000-07:00

A chance to catch a shooting star. says:
LOL
A chance to catch a shooting star. says:
go study la!
Jiaxin says:
you know aisyah said i'm cute half an hour ago
Jiaxin says:
and my com died on me after that
A chance to catch a shooting star. says:
HAHAHA YOU SO PROUD SIA
Jiaxin says:
HAHA
Jiaxin says:
yaaaaaa
Jiaxin says:
com just recovered only
A chance to catch a shooting star. says:
WHAT IF I PUT THIS ON MY BLOG. HHHM
Jiaxin says:
and i will whack your ass tomorrow!
Jiaxin says:
=P
A chance to catch a shooting star. says:
wow i like that
Jiaxin says:
hahahaha
Jiaxin says:
pendek
A chance to catch a shooting star. says:
shorty. makcik kepo

are heights a big deal? -.-

beneath the sky

2007-09-11T18:50:00.000-07:00

I HAD A BAD DREAM
BUT
I HAD A SPLENDID TIME TODAY!

Lots of people
want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want
is someone who will
take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

did i just found you?

2007-09-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

there's a chinese funeral going on under my void deck. i can here some mahjong/chess/idon'tknowwhat game they're playing from my house.

dinner with dad, aunt, sis and brother at Al-Ameen was kinda nice. the atmosphere was breezy that i could fall asleep waiting for my food ZZZ!
ohh dad is happy cos he caught 8 fishes today! wow wheee.
i was playing with the fishes earlier on. mean brother didn't tell me that some are still alive and they can move. so i touched like never see live fishes before and was shocked close to death (abit drama) when it suddenly jumped. mean la my brother! like father like son .. ..
daughter, no!

The red wagon tempts me alot! i feel like working after N's to shop shop shop but i could imagine the laziness that'll wrap the whole of me. loll loll

When i hear my favourite song, i know where we belong. You're the perfect love recipe. Get me to the highest high! Dangs! I miss my baby ): EMO LAA LAA LAA.

keep up with the good

2007-09-08T12:26:00.000-07:00

this week been a real roller coaster. tiring for short. but i shan't complain. fasting starts next week. gah gah gah no more lunch/ice cream meet ups ):
ss paper and eng paper down. thumbs up!

yesterday morning mum woke me up at 8plus. couldn't sleep well cos my nose was blocked. tsk
headed to the airport to send mum, irsyad, mamat, izzul and jali off.
Have a safe trip, ya'll! do enjoy there. Thailand is a nice but busy place.
Shop till you drop!
:D
after airport, headed to town with cousins. THEY did some shopping and i got so jealous cos they can spend alot on essentials. ):
ate at Far East. that place, cahaya or smthng made me wanna puke. quite smelly -.-" seriously they should do smthng about it.
didn't eat much cos i was looking forward for Fish&co yeah!
after much more shopping, they headed somewhere else while i head to meet Afiq.
was looking for the top that i wanted but couldn't find it anywhere =(
met shikin at wisma to collect her phone. headed to suntec to have Fish&co!
Zee joined us and the dishes were awesome!!!

BIG JAR! YIPEEE! that's the mermaid and jungle drink. weird names.

CALAMARI!

SALAD!WOOOOH SEAFOOD PLATTER!

drools! headed to Esplenade for Monofone's performance with our bloating stomachs.
Performance was nice. People around got high. After performance, walked around MarinaSq before heading home.

when i reached home, dad was watching tv at the living room.
Dad: "eaten?"
Me: "YES! ALOT!"
Dad: "why like lose weight?"
Me: "if you would have given me more pocket money i would have eaten more."
Dad: gave that whatever look and prepared cup noodle for me
Me: "wei i ate already."
Dad: "nevermind, won't die if you eat more."
Me: "Tsk."

i had to sleep alone in my room last night ):
the queen sized bed was all mine! dad missed mum so he snatched sis to sleep with him.
HAHAHAHHAA.

You know the words Once Upon A Time
Make you listen.
There's a reason.
When you dream there's a chance you'll find
A little laughter or a happy ever after.
i loved this week, baby. im sure you do too.
you're the falling star, you're the get away car.
you're the line in the sand when i go too far.
& you're the perfect thing to say
much love!

a melody that would change your mind

2007-09-03T10:55:00.000-07:00

oh mi gahh! squeeze!

my weekends went well. Friday evening was fantastic. shikinehh, zeebra and afiqi made my day. headed to bugis to buy some stuffs and then to town to meet kinny. sat at kinokuniya as kinny was hunting for smthng. sat there to look at some books for quite some time. zee was labelled a teacher loll. after that headed to starbucks to have makcik chit chat sessions. i had a two bucks only so i drank plain water ): ):
HAAAA.
on sat, Rayyan's family slept over at my house. they're entertaining. buttt he's naughty.
sunday was cousin's wedding. i don't have the pics with me yet. but sure thing the bride and groom was looking pretty and charming. nyeh.

N's are here alrdy. paper starts tmrw like wththwthwthwth.

You promised me starry night skies
They just remind me of your shining bright eyes
I'm missing your voice at night time

do you know.

2007-08-31T23:22:00.000-07:00

Happy Teacher's Day to every teacher!
:)
Espiecally My Miss Lee Min Er.
Min Er Jie Jie wo ai ni.
Hehe.

celebrations was quite entertaining. i had a good laughing sessions.
espiecally the skits, presentations and all.
oh the song performance was good too,
Esp SKL!
There's a video of their performance up there!
:)

i got my hopes up high!

2007-08-29T19:12:00.000-07:00

it feels so bored whenever im home. i don't feel secured talking to anyone in the house.
E-M-O? NO.
my sister? the all-time noisy person is a no no. we'll end up calling each other names. i love giving negative remarks to her likings. Haa. like if she got herself something new or whatvr.
AND I HATE IT WHEN SHE WEARS MY CLOTHES AND MESS UP MY WARDROBE.
next, my brothers. Irsyad is darn darn darn way better than the other. but he's always hogging on the playstation like no one's business. Irfan is forever sneaky and useless and hopeless. all he does is play soccer! and watch video (porns). tskkk he's to blame for the viruses -.-
okay that's enough 0.0

today's better than yesterday.
headed to McCafe with Zee after school. Had double choc and the diva cake. Haa. diva? -.-
it's nice. okay to me. i like it.
after that met Afiq and headed somewhere. intention was to eat but we didn't feel like eating so just walked around.

i've been complaining to my siblings how unpleasant it is that im the third-tallest sibling when im the eldest! my sister will be taller than me in no time. i can feel that she's catching up. like duhhhhh she's in netball -.-
netball girls are tall. just look at Aisyah! i wanna be taller than Aisyah.
yes, Afiq, i know what your reply to this line will be, it's "YOU WISH UH"
pfft.

Im feeling happy for Zee that she's strong and has already promised herself to focus on N's which is the priority to me too. Haa. move on okay darling. with studies and not.. erm.. you know. Hee. ^^

i should be revising malay but here I am hogging on the comp since i got back home.
the prelim's tmrw and im fully not prepared.
:D

cheers!

Eh, Lisa, cute right! I want her eyes. I feel so left out cause none of my cousins has sepet eyes except me. not my sister even! but i appreciate. it's better than being blind huh :)

"oh whatever slimey"

Lol i think i uploaded this pic on purpose.
i think uh ^^

now it's time for you and me

2007-08-28T18:32:00.000-07:00

i'm sitting for a mt prelim paper this coming thursday. i mean, i have to ): to be honest, i forgot everything alrdy. well, almost everything. im so lazy to do the practice papers cos from start i wanna focus more on other subjects like humans and maths or science (?) tsk.
tsk. tsk. tsk. tsk.

today after school, me together with aisyah and zee headed to civic centre library to study.
but it was too comfortable to sleep instead. the caramel was sweet. very sweet. and the onion rings damn oily. want us to die isit. and the guy who takes orders was damn rude! CAFE GALILEE (EEEEEEE!!)

to dear someone, you'll be hated for treating my friend this way. wait, to treat your 'close friend' this way. go search for your balls somewhere. just.. rot in hell!

do you knowwww

2007-08-27T17:35:00.000-07:00

my weekends went well with two nieces! dad decided to bring us all to the bike race at kallang.
i can say it was scary cos it's like you're seeing accidents happening right before your eyes.
after the race we went to orchard cos mum had to do some shopping. all the time dad was eyeing on syura the naughty one cos she has itchy fingers and we were all afraid if she might drop some glass thing or whatvr. you know, kids. HAA

okay i had a bad day ):
Monday blues, yellows, reds, greens whatvr!
thanks all :)

uhhuh.

2007-08-23T18:10:00.000-07:00

Aisyah says:
omg telur penyu sedap keee
Nadiah. says:
tak
Nadiah. says:
smelly
Nadiah. says:
mamat suke. i dont know why
Aisyah says:
lelaki kan suka telur
Aisyah says:
telur apa apa pon bedal sia
Aisyah says:
lol
Nadiah. says:
hahahahhahahahahhaha you're so rabak sia aisyah!

^^
oh i've got a new comp baby yay!

do you know

2007-08-20T17:30:00.000-07:00

that's a pic of my recent trip to Batam. overall Batam was nice. Just cos there's A&W there. waffles ^^

That thinggggg there is disgusting and i hate the smell. it's some idon'tknowwhat egg! tsk.

we prefer having pizzas instead of the food there. bleagh.

the restaurant. i only liked the orange juice cos it tasted pure! :)

and coincidentally we wore the same bottom! pfft. we, the three of us and other cousins bought the same bottom at Thailand on our previous family trip to Thailand.
hmm i wonder where the next trip will be.
and when!
Singapore has basically nothing except for super Nasi Ayam Penyet at Changi.

school was boring today. i wished i didn't turn up or just skip like KimKai did.
PE lesson was bleagh. only three students turned up in proper PE attire (including me)
so the lesson was cancelled and had to head back to class while me, Zee and Doreen had to help with the recordings for the lower sec Napfa items.

got back History (-.-) and Eng paper! marks not surprising to me.
had prata during recess. there's this food fare thingy held by PSG@And.
the brownies tasted like hardened cake. really hardened. and the prata was nice.
now i feel like having prata. hmm.
there's this nice show in class today.
two childish person fighting over table. hahaha.

&&&&FCUK CRAMPS ):
women are special cos they're able to tolerate some stuffs.
YEAH =)
okay i stink and i need to shower.

back at your door ♥

blow that lollipop

2007-08-17T15:47:00.000-07:00

At last the damn prelims are over. Maths was bleagh.
oh and i had a fcuking nice 'celebration' for the success of completing prelims.
all thanks to you.

Eric treated me and Zee to kfc after his prayers. Thanks little boy! Haa.
went straight to home after that. And i saw that Mind's boy againnnn. damn it la it's so traumatic!
he looked so psychotic and hyper.

though my fridays were all reserved for you.
you have been caring less everyday.
i hope you got me planted in your dreams.

just a call away.

2007-08-15T17:18:00.000-07:00

Uncle Hyrul and his wife (icouldn'trecallhername) got their knots tied last weekend. I was kinda looking forward to it. Amazing how the policemen and policewomen could get together ^^ usually workmates won't get along -.- moreover their in the same 'team'. I think that's what they call it there. Okayyy, so the wedding wasn't good, for me! I still couldn't believe that I fainted at such a joyous occasion. Before leaving home for the wedding I already felt giddy and uncomfortable that i could swing 0_o so i fainted for like less than 15 mins. i woke up and see familiar faces fanning me with newspapers and whatever they could find. Haaa i think it was so hilarious la. Everything. Now i believe that people do see star before they blackout. Wheeehaaaa a star! for real! And i could feel some 123456789kg of load resting on my head and it's spinning like Tom chasing Jerry.

D&T paper very un-manageable! Thanks Rebecca Tan (hehehhe) Thanks to the school management for putting such an invigilator in charge. but im not positive of passing.
all the papers i sat for too. thanks eh.

im kinda excited right now. as soon as i got online on msn i was *nudged* by this cousin of mine. and after a few disturbs by him (as usual) he said that he's gonna treat the relatives to dinner at Pizza Hut tonight. that's not quite him. i don't know what has got into him. he's usually the antisocial kind but you wouldn't stand it when he's disturbing you through chatting online that you would sometimes block him hehehhe. okay anyway thanks Brother Joe!

Moonlight on the beach, sweet amphetamines
It's only gonna make you love me more ♥

quarter of my life.

2007-08-14T15:38:00.000-07:00

fcuk! i've gotten a B4 for malay. for those staybacks till late. for continous revisions. for doing as much practice papers. ahh this is just pissing me off.

sat for history prelim paper earlier on in the morning. and i gave up halfway. i have no idea or anything about the Qing dynasty. the paper was just so sleepy. i slept for about 20mins and when i woke up i turned right, Sherwin, the ever so hardworking boy was continously writing. writing facts and not shits like any other classmates would just fill their paper up with. unrelavant words. like me also la hee. and when i turned left, ALL yes ALL except for Zee had their heads down on the table. Haaa such a horror. okay not surprising for a history exam. it happens during history lessons too. tell me what's new.

after paper, me and Zee headed to Macs. had pancakes! erm yummm. pancakes really did reminded me of the bet that me and my sis had for arguing over Macs breakfast time. i won 2buckeroooos for that :) loveya dhirah!

Zee was here at my place till 2! good thing that she was here. made me felt less bored :)

okay d&t paper tmrw. im out

erhm this show is as marvellous as chocolate muffins! must watch horhhh.

Zac Efron ^^ (HEHEHE)

TAG REPLIES!

kin: eh don't sigh. my mum say if sigh later god don't want to help you heee.

haolian: haha sureee. wah you all got enjoy poly attachment anot? while we squeezing our brains for juices hahaha.

susu: haaaa. if you weren't walking fast, i would have called out your name heh.

lea: haha again. okay.

Rebecca: OKAY NOTED!

EEE-RAHHH: haahaa hello gf :) loveyouuuu.

Zee: errr when did you see me bounce? lol hmm now it's you. don't cry okay.

sing tonight, fight the break of dawn

come tomorrow.

2007-08-11T23:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Singapore! lol it's not late for a wish i think :)
okay so i missed out the wonderful 42nd birthday party. i think it's a waste cos everywhere on tv and blogs and comments ppl are complimenting about the parade, fireworks and stuffs.
but overall Batam wasn't that bad? it's fun. the companions are great ppl. it was a nice day. but the food just doesn't seem right to me. i had A&W waffle instead :)
the tour guide's funny. their pronounciation of words are joke! okay that's how they are maybe?
hee. i want another trip to Batam pls! probably after N's? hee.

i enjoyed today :) im such a happy goober now cos what i need is just my addiction who's better than jelly beans ^^

to the taggies

Zee: done :) <3 style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-STYLE: italic">Zee: cheer up zee! you have me :) smile?

EEE-RAHHH [:: heh hello sayangggg.

afiq: sure sure :D

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done, ♥

good things?

2007-08-08T23:47:00.000-07:00

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m okay. What hurts the most, was being so close. And watching you walk away. It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go. It’s hard to force that smile. Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret. I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.

Why does my hand fit yours this way? Why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all. I'll never know what the future brings. But I know you're here with me now. We’ll make it through. And I hope you are the one I share my life with.
Hearts shared.

Tag Replies!

The Butterfly: done! :)
Jiaxin: lol. wait, is that tag for me? haha jx is such a noob. *kicks*
Aisyah: hahah hi lespok :) erm yup im trying to. hahaa, loveyou too.
susu: yay i can view dah! :) lovee!
EEE-RAHHH [:: heh hello darling. yeah long time never talk ): both busy. misses you!
Zee: erm maybe a little? hahahah
afiq: tell me who you don't agree with?
susu: haha garang? lolim not with parangs yet -.- hahahh.
aslam: haha that's so not true seh! tsk.

more than words

2007-08-06T02:18:00.000-07:00

today is a very bad day for me. i will not forgive that mean person. he is to be blamed for everything. cursing you is just not enough. don't ever think of turning back. doors everywhere are closed for you. enough said.

it's sunday today! woke up to get ready for religious class. which was a prize giving day. so it's quite relaxing. the programmes/performances wasn't that bad. which the seniors won. good skit :)
at about 3 noon, decided to watch dad's soccer match. the team won :) congrats, big tummies! Abg Mamat drove us there. like hell yeah, he just got his driving license on Friday. super cool la. ^^
after watching the match, all of us went to the gym at the clubhouse! fun place :) pool tables, badminton courts, surf nets, massage chairs, soccer court and etc. very funnn ^^
after much sweating at the gym (cheh) we made our way to fill our stomachs! haha. headed to Pizza Hut at Thomson Plaza. ZZZZ that place is soooo *thumbs down* the service is slow. very slow. pfft.

tomorrow is the start of preliminary papers. but i don't have to turn up for school as im not taking the mother tongue paper now. so that explains this late night post. haha. it's hitting 2AM!

after seeing abg mamat getting his car license, i daydreamed myself getting hold of the steering wheel. roflll so fun! i can drive to wherever places i wanna go. bring my favourite people for rides! and i want a car of my own too :) heee. that, dad can sponsor ^^ *knocks head on the wall*

taggies, here you go!

afiq: both of you are my B's! :)

Zee: haha b1 and b2 rilex okay.

afiq: diam ah afiq.

Zee: haha qiong sama sama maju ke hadapan?

afiq: whattttttttttt

haolian: panda eyes le ): haha. thanks haolian! :) i really need the luck.

♥ Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

get down on my knees

2007-08-03T23:32:00.000-07:00

few days left for me to qiong through for prelims. papers starts next week and i can't believe myself that i was at baybeats earlier on rofl. my eardrums was kinda jammed -.- earlier today me and Zee went to lib at taka to revise some works and etc. i realise i have little time to look through textbooks, guidebooks and also notes? oh god help me slow the time will you :/

pandaaaaaaaaaa eyes! you came without me inviting? how mean ): now i have the blackiest eyes everrrr pfft! nevermind, thanks eh. right im tired, hungry, stressed and tired now. so till here readers :)

you were my fairytale, a dream when i'm not sleeping. a wish upon a star that's coming true. ♥

Reply to Taggers

afiq: diam ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nbh.

Zee: cb your butt damn big sia.

seha: haha can. but must wait for 2 months kay. lepas N's i do for you hahaha!

EEE-RAHHH [:: HAHAHA yahhh funny sia my tchr. oh yup i miss you too ): comp broke down so less online hours ):

aslam: i see :)

haolian: haha yessss i remember. eh when want to kiss my butt.

The Butterfly: -sexy-er stare- thanks i'll study harder than a rock haha. oi i got bathe la!

say the words that i can't say

2007-08-02T22:53:00.000-07:00

school was quite mundane. only 6 pupils turned up for ss lessons. quite an improvement huh.
after lessons and such, met up with joseph and joslyn to mug. lol last minute!
nvm, it's for our own good huh. prelims are just next week. nazz was mean that he told me his last paper is tmrw grr! tomorrow is friday and it feels like the week has just started without me realising tsk. this is bad. days pass real fast =/
okay fcuk brother been asking for the lappy. till then ppl.
so how's the new skin? :)

for every inch you take

2007-08-02T18:27:00.000-07:00

reply to taggers!

aslam: another one -.- look at the reply below!

afiq: whattttt kanasai mind your words okay. this is not the place for vulgarities.

susu: haha what did i do? i posted it here lor. heh susu! how are you?

Zee: HAHA but he gave me the permission to alrdy? ):

JIAXIN: oiiii im not the pendek one, you are! im 155 alrdy hehehe! you're still 153 am i right? cheer up!

aslam: what language are you using sia. where do you come from? moooo

Zee: haha qiong? okay settttt! :) biiiiiiiiiii! you're beside me now hahaha.

peichee: hey prettier girl, done it :)

EEE-RAHHH: erm she's at my shoulders alrdy. giant kannn. haha. and you know what, i was viewing your blog when i was in school then my tchr came by and she saw your picture and she thought you're my sister? hahaha quite funny la rofl.

haolian: haha joslyn! i don't need your heart. yesterday i wanted you to see but you went up to class alrdy! haha too bad. maybe next time alright :)

ehem! to Miss Lee please tag if you viewed my blog and not tease me about never bathe guy during assembly hor thank you Min Er Jie Jie. so you think you're cute huh. loll okay im prepared for a sexy stare by you tomorrow :)

2007-07-31T19:21:00.000-07:00

lately, on msn :)

hi my name is afiq says:
tell you a secret okay.
Nadiah. says:
whattt
hi my name is afiq says:
i didnt bathe this morning. the water was freaking cold!!!
hi my name is afiq says:
shhh.
hi my name is afiq says:
but i brushed my teeth and washed my hair. at the sink
Nadiah. says:
okay i know what to do.

2007-07-30T19:01:00.000-07:00

the weather is cold nowadays. and it's so not nice.
every morning before going to school i'll have to hunt for the nicest jacket we (me&sis) have. and sadly, SHE! will be the first person to have it alrdy. everything's not fairrrrrrrrrrrr boo!
she uses my things everyday. i wish i could have my own room so that i can choose the air con temperature and etc. she's thick skinned she should be sleeping elsewhere and not the room. gahhhh and she's greedy. she'll be the first one to finish up freddy chocolates in the fridge. i feel like cutting her hair when she's sleeping like an elephant. she wrecks everything and she's super noisy! now that the beds are separated it feels much better cos she won't get to kick mywhatever when she's alseep anymore. elephanttttttttttt.
okay that's enough on her.

hmm let's start from weekends.
sat was funnnnn. darlings made my day. hugs to Zee, Eee-Rahhh and Riah :)
though it was a short meet with the two girls, i was quite a nice hang out.
i was venting my anger on Zee all the way hahaha! sorry darling. i'll make it up to you. maybe i should buy you watermelons tmrw? HAHA.

on sunday, i went to a relative's wedding with the family and extended ones.
most cousins were there and that was partly the reason why i decided to follow.
it was a beach-like wedding. loll it was my first time being at a wedding apart from void decks, cc, halls and such. the place's damn bigggggg seriously.
being there makes me wanna get married to a unique place like that hahahahahahhaha okay dream on, puit! after i knew what the bride and groom worked as, it gives me the answer to how they both could afford to such a grand wedding. they're both stewards lahhhhh dey! ROFLLLL
took alot of pictures with the family as the view was nice ^^ my aunts are camwhore ladies la hello. my uncles are posing pros! hehehee.

And for today, it was such a boring day in school ZZZ.

HEHEHEHE HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIM JIA XIN :) ENJOY YOUR SIXTEENTH AND REACH YOUR POLICEWOMEN AMIBITION. PENDEKS ARE US :) AND WAIT FOR THE LATE GIFT ALRIGHT? :)

it's funny how things worked out. for once i thought i was gonna lose you forever but seeing how your heart didn't wanna leave, let's just pray for sincerity. if that is love let's move further for love. change for us, not for me ♥

tag replies!

VINNA: of cos lahhh! HAHA you also ah lian how can i forget you.

afiq: i love you moreeeeeee! :)

Jiaxin: it's coooooool la duh hahaha made by me what ehhehee, hello birthday girl :)

Aisyah: hahaha i think this is lame lor. loll

fuzz: mmg best! nak main play 1dollar okay hehehe!

EEE-RAHHH [:: hehe im smiling alrdy wheeee.

aslam: yellow yellow dirty fellow.

haolian: haha kiss my ass first then you can play ^^

sad galore.

2007-07-27T20:03:00.000-07:00

i don't think i deserve to be a stone for rushing through my works and make it done.

fun and humor.

2007-07-25T18:13:00.000-07:00

YAYYYYY MY D&T ARTEFACT IS DONE :D YES YES 100% DONE (!!!!!!!!!) THANKS TO MR DIN AND MR NG AND A LITTLE TO MR SIM HAW HAW.

it's a damn ball game. it's not my idea at all pfft. but i think it's fine. i shall appreciate still. now it's time to work on my folio which is 80% done. and revise theory? ZOMG im soooo lazy for this. gahhh but i have to. in order to make it to sec 5. i can't rely on other subjects for points ZZZZZZ impossible! HAHA.

so i've been sleeping in class. it has been boring. i think i've been sleeping less at night. i have panda eyes now grr. and a panda stomach too hahahaa. that reminds me, today's plan to fast with Zee was cancelled. due to some reasons. haha coincidentally we both can't make it. loll i thought Zee was fasting. cos on my way to school i was feeling bad for not fasting together with her like planned. but when i reached class i saw her water bottle on the table. hahaa.

weekends are the hunt for doughnuts! rofl right Zee. fasting month is getting near. let's all bloat together before that hehe. and after that it's the rayaaaaaaaaaaaaa festival! WHEEEE money come money come money come. say it fast and it'll say "Manikam" HAHA. okay what's so funny.

during English lesson today, Ms Lee screened the Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire movie. it makes me totally miss last year's movie with the close schoolmates! as usual the organiser was Khai loll. i remembered we rushed to Lido theatre with jokes and stuffs. lol eric was cute at that time but now he's MUTE haha. and i remembered how we meanly snatch Shikin's jacket cos we were feeling veryyyyyy cold in the movie theatre LOLLL. and naughty boys threw popcorns at each other to the couple below which was our own friend haaa haaa! you know who ^^ haha okay enough of fond memories.

okay i think i have more important stuffs to do apart from blogging. so till here people! :)

♥ In the light of the sun, i can only see you.

TAG REPLIES

Aisyah HAHHA REALLY? I THINK I REMEMBER YOU HAVING THIS AS YOUR SKIN.

KIN you miss sch? i miss you uh :(

Zee hello B(1) bananas in pyjamas haha.

Afiq hello B(2) haha you and Zee can say "are you thinking what im thinking?"

susu susuuuuuuu i miss you. haha okay love youuuuuuu :D

lines of light

2007-07-22T14:19:00.000-07:00

THIS IS A LOVELY FOUR EIGHT :)

anyhoos, Racial Harmony Day was kinda fun.
besides seeing colours.
the talent time wasn't that great.
HAHA

i'll rate Eric's band 2/5
Ma'mun's 4/5 maybe?
they look presentable la.
haw haw and i didn't know my irritating friend could sing.
at least now i know that his talent ain't just disturbing ppl.
hooof.

yesterday was Sentosaaaaaaaaaaaa day!
i had real fun. for real.
the rain didn't spoil our mood.
infact, we put on raincoats for a game of volleyball
lol

i hope they'll be more outings to Sentosa for time to come.
maybe after N's?
eh no. that'll be the fasting month ):
im soooo not ready!

and sooooo it's Sunday today!
meaning the weekends are ending in no time ):
i have lots of things to be done but im not in the mood to.
espiecally d&t.
ahhh damn it.
i want a robot to help me do my stuffs ah pls.
espiecally inserting theory facts in my brain
loll impossible.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD ARIF!

:) apologies for the late wish. i didn't forget your birthday la seriously. anyhoos. enjoy your eighteenth year, wonderful friend!

i don't know what has gotten into me. i've been hating my sister. it's a must for us to argue everyday. she just spoils my mood. arghh im against everything she does. cum'on laaa you use my stuffs like every single day and just for sleeping at your bed you have to stare at me like i stole your darn boyf -.-

♥You are the sun. You are the only one. My heart is blue. My heart is blue for you. ♥

REPLY TO TAGGERS

Jiaxin, HAHA HELLO NURUL JIAXIN :) YOU LOOKED SO CUTE ON FRIDAY! IS IT THE COSTUME OR IS IT YOU? HAHAHA

EEE-RAHHH, hehe alah we same same la. fair and triangle. :) ILYYYYYY :D

seha, hehe thanks to you :) i think so? ahhh if there's anything, i'll just beep you alirght? LOVE!

thomas, i wouldn't wanna share my things espiecally foods with a monster like you. you want? go and buy lah! ^^

haolian, yo joslyn! haha it's okay. once a year mah :)

fuzz, haha serves you right. and no, im not forgetting the ice cream thing. it's frensh in my mind still HAHAHAHA amek kau.

and smile nowww!

2007-07-19T20:22:00.000-07:00

revising is taking up most of time now.
i think i need more.
pfft is it too late?
grr
cousins (Uncle Rahman's Angels) and Abg Andi been helping me alot :)
BIG THANK YOU :DDDDDD

since i have 2 more weeks to prelims, i think i have little time to blog.
i've been sacrificing my fav chinese daily shows too
AHH SOBS ):

Zee has been nagging me to update. so that explains this post?
grr that maknenek. hahaha kidding, pretty!

i think listening compre was crappy?
the songs that were played before the test started was kinda irritating to me.
most of the candidates were sleeping. haha
the questions was quite tricky lah damn.
anyhooos, it's over and done with!

few days back, mum brought home some marrrrrrrvellous round round thing!
HAHAHAHHAHAHA okay that doesn't sound right?
i think they're very very awesome!
:D

the cheese and double chocolate 'HMM HEAVEN'

strawberry, orange, coffee and glaze YUMMMMMMMMMY

it was worth waiting at the queue! LOL

We're celebrating Racial Harmony Day tomorrow!
i think it's gonna be fun and colourful.
oh im sooo looking forward to this.
joslyn, jiaxin, peichee and lynette was at my house earlier today,
trying out costumes.
HAHA
it's gonna be Nurul Joslyn, Nurul Jiaxin, Nurul Lynette, Nurul Peichee and etc.
oh and they guys, Muhd Kimkai, Muhd Thomas, Muhd Adam, Muhd Kuankit, Muhd Joseph and etc.
HAHAHAHA

at this point, im lack of centent to blog. -.-

the family and extended ones are heading to Sentosa this Saturday!
oh-so-great!
i can't wait hehhh
at the same time, i feel bad for wasting a day
abandoning the free time to revise?
cos i think it'll be tiring after a whole day out under the sun.
okay W. one day won't kill :/

i think it's enough for now :)

STRIVE! :D

boy, im so afraid of losing someone like you.
i can't imagine myself standing alone one day without knowing you're by me.
i keep your heart.

ZEE MY BI IS STRONG!

2007-07-11T20:46:00.000-07:00

his name is Hazriq Shah. he's extreme cute, don't deny :)

so ppl been waiting for updates.
sorry yaw. no time.
busy. prelims 6th week.
currently, 3rd week. bahaha!
mugging time -.-

thanks eh Kak sihah for the company and guide at macs yesterday.
i went straight to bed when i got home.
lol. put it this way. i meet you at 6plus when i end sch at 4.
went home around 9plus? BAHAHA. crapped alot eh.
how tiring it was!

okay anw i realise i have little time for revisions and etc.
and school just bores me.
esp malay lesson. wthhhhhhhh
that lamer only tell us about her family la dey.
like we're interested.
eh eh eh.

i think Transformers is awesome?
and Goal II is out.
nice show, really =)

i hate collage west for putting up such a lousy time table!
i miss afiq seh

wooh i think friday is gonna be awesome.
SHIKINEHHHHHH!

REPLY TO TAGGERS:

kin, it's okayyyy. we'll meet this friday kannnnnnn :) MISSYOUUUU.

syaf, haha i was rushing. got smthng on. oh im sorry. next time i'll add in a goodbye hug also okay? heh.

EEE-RAHHH [:, hehe hello darling. im online alrdy. im talking to you on msn kann.

afiq, closing! nenene-poopoo! HAHA

Rebecca, noted :D

fanaaa [:, ahhh please eh i want your eyes! grr

seri, what happened seh? apa darh korang. haha! oh i went to msia last week. thats why no madr for me teeheeheheee.

Zee, ayee no time la. haha isn't this an update?
lol ilyyyyyyyy :D

sirah, haha studying. last minute macam fun hahaha!

apologies for the ultra slow reply.
thats for now :)

SAVE THE EARTH (!!!!!)

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I’m not running from you

shattered but not torn yet

2007-07-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

been spending alot of time, quality time at grandma's house.
looking forward for her recovery :)
i miss your tasy dishes tau ):

oh and i found the answer to 'everywhere packed with ppl' on sat.
first, the GST money is out ^^nyehtomyparents.
second, GST increase by 7% starts on sunday, which is today.
rofl. kiasu la Singaporeans.

okay so first day of second sem in madr was plain.
there wasn't any lessons.
but ceramah. i listened attentively halfway but was distracted after that
heh
oh new ustazah wasn't that bad afterall.
still that someone who is bully-able.
nyeh.

and yes yes youth day tmrw.
why isn't it special like Mother'sDay or Father'sDay.
lolllol
okay maybe the one day off from school sounds fun?
abit only la.
loll

so the plan tmrw's cancelled.
nvm gfs, there's always next time for chaos.

okay till then.
:DDDDDDDD

When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me

so i hope you know

2007-06-28T21:30:00.000-07:00

school was such a bore (to me)! i mean, to the lessons part.
maths was as usual sleeping sessions to the end.
same goes to SS.
i just couldn't focus =/
eng period was such a freedom. slacked around at the library.
drinks and such. oh the class photos are spastic.
lol
my class guys are actually gays.
well, actually some!
25th June was gay day. lol whatever day it is?

oh the oral was nerve wrecking.
really.
it was kinda worrying.
=/

"Terangkan cara-cara dimana seseorang itu boleh dianggap sebagai seorang yang berakhlak mulia. "

"Sejauh manakah kamu rasa warga-warga Singapura mempunyai moral yang tinggi dan bersopan santun. "

"Manakah lagi berguna pada pendapat kamu, muka yang menawan atau watak yang baik?"

wtfffff difficult right right right.
so any clue how i stumbled?
^^

so now, im gonna show you readers how my silly classmate, Thomas, slept in class during maths lesson ZzZzZz!he really was sleeping, that way!

I see something that money can't buy
And I know if you give us a try
I don't see the reason i should cry.

school? ):

2007-06-27T22:50:00.000-07:00

it's wednesday today. at last i have the time to update after 3 days of school re-open.
shows how busy i am.
the O level mt oral is like tmrw and i was told about it like yesterday?
please eh. like we don't have to prepare anything?
tsk

oh updates, my time table, school time table been added a BF period.
LOL many of the corrupted mind guys in the class were like, "BF- BREAST FEEDING!"
lollolollll
for goodness sake.
it's 'Breakfast'. huehuehue. and the best part, it's free. it's on the school to supply lol
MACS PLS MACS. PANCAKES WILL BE JUST RIGHT :)

oh and the co-form teacher been swapped. *cries*

he he he someone made an achievement.
congrats, bebeh :) one step nearer ^^

)': grandma's been ill from sat.
it's worrying ):
get well okay!
must get well.
saddening part is she cried and wanted us to pary for her when the grandchilds greeted her before leaving for home.
sigh.
i miss to see you strong, seriously ):

okay it's 1045 now. cikgu wanted me to turn in at 10 so i won't be sleepy during the oral tmrw lollloll.
so, nights ppl.

pray for my grandma's health when you do your prayers, okay!
god will bless you ppl.

:D

somewhere between your lips

2007-06-23T20:15:00.000-07:00

1. Do you still talk with your first kiss?
no!

2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
hahahaa noooo

4. What is the best thing about your job?
i get to do it as and when i like

5. Do you love more than one person right now?
erm nah =DV

6. What was the last thing you ate?
KFC :)

7. Did you get any compliments today?
erm yah? dad^^

8. Where are you going on your next vacation?
Mersing.

9. When was the last time you kissed someone?
hahaha yesterday.

10. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
girls :)

11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
erm yesss. my bed!

12. What kind of a car do you drive?
i don't drive.

13. If you could have one superpower what would it be?
i want to flyyyy :)

14.Would you consider yourself a trustworthy person?
most of the time.

15.Do you have a lot of patience?
no no no.

16. When was the last time you took a long drive?
not sure.

17. What's your favorite smell?
fruity fruity! :)

18. What is your least favorite sound?
oink oink

19. Are you moody?
yes, sometimes -.-

20. What's your favorite movie of all time?
EPIC MOVIE HHEHHEHEHE.

21. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?
HAHAHAHAHAHA. yes. Tom, the neighbour's cat's small board house.

22. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
haha no.

24. Have you ever gone to a nude beach?
TAK LA CB

25. Have you ever gone streaking?
no.

26. Have you ever had a stalker?
HAHAHA YES ALOT OF TIMES. RIGHT? ^^

27. How many hours a day do you watch TV?
A LOT!

28. Have you ever gone to a party?
yah? birthday party. haha.

29. Have you ever thrown up from working out?
no.

30. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat?
no.

31. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food?
no.

32. What was the last song you listened to?
Maroon 5- Makes me wonder

33. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers?
no!

34. What one item do you never leave home without?
wallet.

35. Who was the last person who called you?
on the hp call reg, afiq.

36. Who was the last person who texted you?
afiq also.

38. What did you do yesterday?
out with the ^^

39. What are your plans for tonight?
snore, since im having flu.

40. What are your plans for the weekend?
erm recall what time do i usually wake up for school :)

oh, im bored =/
thanks eh, flu!

Come with me let me lead the way
I will be the one that stands beside you
We could be anything we dream
As long as we keep dreaming it together

help me, im falling in love

2007-06-23T16:49:00.000-07:00

i've decided to create a new test!
check it out, ya'll ^____^

Create your own Friend Test here

cheickeeen dance

2007-06-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

i've had an exhausting week.
mum was admitted to hosp on monday.
due to some idon'know illness. even the docs couldn't figure it out.
and she's supposed to report back to ttsh next week.
sighsighsigh.

and on wednesday i was at a chalet bbq. last weekend was vacation with the paternal side, this time it's the gathering with the maternal relatives :D
like wth. pasir ris again?
ha ha ha.
but this time round it was costa sands. it was only last week that my sec 1 class organised a chalet.
lol
bbq foods are *allthumbsup* :D
but someone from myspace told me that bbq foods can cause cancer =/
cancer equals to die.
everyone dies whattttt
so enjoy bbq foods before your last breath :)
cos whatever it is, nobody lives like forever!
:D

on thursday, i was waken up by some ppl at 11plus.
took cab to pasir ris to the chalet with brothers.
we rushed okay! cos we told cousins to wait before they head to cycling.
but when we reached, they already cycled and was enjoying steamboat.
ha ha ha, Nadiah, Irfan & Irsyad :D
after some yakyaks, me and Irfan went to cycle.
damn him for making me cycle on the road. that was my first time.
like wth it's dangerous right.
and he even wanted to cycle in the jungle.
very deserted la pls.
i dared not =/
after cycling the entire of Paris park, we dunnoe where else to go since there's still alot of time left.
seriously 1hr is more than enough to cycle the entire park (for me and partner la hehe)
around 6plus we started bbq again.
STINGRAY IS LOVE HEHEHEHE :)
and i swear im never gonna play Uno Heart Attack with them again ahhh if there's punishments included. like, you have to dance if you're attacked 5 times.
-.-
grrr dance? chickeeeeeen.
i was sabo-ed. by some freaky ppl haha!

there's supposed to be some outing for the myspace darlings today but it was called off for some reasons :)
nvm, there's always next time.
but but but i was looking forward to it ):
okay so i'm the Miss SUPER Late for today pfft.
sorry lah, haha.
i didn't set the alarm clock -.-
and day with the partner was fantastic.
fantastic-er than Fantastic Four :)
Pastamaniaaaaa yay :D

okay like at last i've got the time to update my blog to not let it look dead -..-
hahaha.

ahhh damn. after the weekends school will start.
will definitely be busy-er.
it's close to Nlevels now.
im so worried plus eager (to let it be over!!)

okay that's for now @__@

desaru

2007-06-18T23:57:00.000-07:00

2 days with the family plus extended family was fantastic :)

all my paternal relatives except for one tagged along the vacation.
day 1 was awesome.
woke up at around 6 and met the rest at granny's place.
the plan was to set off at 8. but after much delay, we set off at 845.
it wasn't easy okay to get everyone together.
a total of 8 cars were up for the journey.

we then headed to JB.
had breakfast at the nearby shop. filled petrols, and off we go!
the journey to Pulau Desaru wasn't that long.
probably around 2hrs?
it was raining. so the view was bad.
i played some games from lappy. was a good thing that i brought it along.

As soon as we reached, mum checked in as she had alrdy booked 5 rooms online.
it was a village like chalet, not far from the beach.
after the rain settled, the guys were seen gathering in one room, the last room.
i myself was puzzled :S as they were rushing for something. with their cheeky faces and sneaky looks.
when they went out of the room, all of the guys. yes, all. even the uncles. were with air soft guns.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA

this was what they did in the room!haha. that guy in green is Jali. pity you cousin!

train to be commanders, ya'll :)

haha! practice by shooting the ice lemon tea can.

after much practice, war break out. hahaha!the guys broke up into two teams.

oh that man lying down in red jersey is my dad! :)
haha run from the enemy huh!

peace-ing? one enemy down!

and, the lady spectators.

we were supposed to be judging on who shld be the best shooter. haha.
and everyone agreed that Abg Andi is the best cos he didnt even once shouted "AHHHH" and he is good at avoiding the bullet.
ehem ehem police mah.

lady shooter: aiming own husband eh.

"YOUUUUUU KICKED MY ASS WHEN WE WERE 5!"

after so much fun, we then headed to the beach.
omggggggggg the beach was awesomely nice laaaa!
i spotted some fishes in the sea. ahhh nice! :D

JUMPPPPPPPPP!

after swimming till around 7, we settled and started the bbq.
the pit was rusty grr.

the friendly, berg, uncle Mamat.

the loving, cute, uncle Jali

the big bully, irritating uncle Izzul.

oh, it was also Father's Day!
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, FATHERS! :D

DAY 2!

check out at 12plus and then headed to somewhere for lunch.

Syaza so cute la please with the balloons that look like her cheeks :D

STRAWBERRRRRRRY SHORTCAAAAAAAKE :D

cousins & nephews!

on our way to Tebrau City. we stopped by the coconut stall.
ever tried burnt coconut?
it was nice.
tastes like chan-teng (is the spelling right?)

then we headed to Tebrau City!
shopping heaven lah really! had luch and then shop shop shop! :)
got myself a few tops. wheeee.

after Tebrau City, we headed to Xtra shopping Centre.
bought dvds (shhhh!)
:D :D

next stop was the petrol stn. filled it up and then headed home! :D